The Murder of Santa Ana

Ch. 3

I woke up to sun in my eyes and soft snores behind me. I smile lightly  thinking it's Josh. Flashbacks start going through my head. Josh cheated on me, i was upset after i yelled at him, i went to the bar and drank..... everything after that is a blur. My head is pounding like a drum. I stand up and the room starts spinning and i fall to the ground making a loud thud sound. I sit with my head between my knees and wait for the dizziness to go away. Once my head stopped spinning i looked up to meet someone i didnt recognize. I jump back in fear, frantically searching around the familiar room. My room.. I look to the ground to find a pile of clothes and my eyes widened. I look down slowly. OH MY GOD WHAT DID I DO! I fall to my knees and cry. The guy jumps up and hugs "Shhhh Shhhh don't cry sweetheart" I pull away from him and wipe my tears. "What happened last night?" he sighs "Well you and your boyfriend broke up then you came to the bar I work at, You got drunk so i brought you home, You kissed me and we went upstairs and we um had...." I put my hand up and shook my head not wanting to hear the word. He gets up putting his shorts on and says "Hi I'm Jeremey if you don't remember" i nod to him "Hi." that's all i could say. I didn't know what to say. "So.....i have a question" Jeremey nods. "Did you um ya know use...." i trailed off not knowing how to say it. He looks down biting his lip and shakes his head no. Oh my god what have i done...