Zanvis , Vylante , Garrance Stories

Guardian Angel < Part 7 >

A/N: Sorry guys! I haven't posted in a long time and I feel really bad. School has been hard and I was already sent to the principle office about one of my teachers. I don't really like some of my teachers but what can I do. Anyways I'm SOOO sorry. I hope you forgive me and I tried to post this chapter as fast as I could. I love you all and thank you for 11k!! Enjoy~
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3 months later

Laurence's POV

It's been 3 months and Garroth kept getting nightmares. He's been going to the bathroom in the middle of the night or early in the morning crying. It hurts me to see him like this but the past few days the only time he could sleep peacefully was if he was on me of if I was rubbing his back soothingly. He was currently asleep on my chest right now. It's actually been a few hours since he fell asleep and I could tell he had a nightmare. He continued moving until he shot up his eyes wide and tears flowing down his face. He got up and off of me and ran into the bathroom. I watched him finally able to find out what he does in the bathroom when I'm asleep as he would sometimes have cuts on his arms. I wanted to help him but he just hasn't been well enough for me to ask him about it.

He stood in front of the mirror screaming things like..

"Your so worthless!", "why does he love someone as ugly as you!", "you should just die!", "no one loves you", etc.

He grabbed a razor and cut his arm as I rushed in and held his arm. He faced me and his face softened.

"I'm sorry." He said as he looked at the floor dropping the razor.

I quickly picked it up putting it down on the counter and looking at his arm. His new cut was deeper than the others. He was in pain. He was scared.

"Garroth you need to tell me what your nightmares are about." I said as I held his hand tighter.

He shook his head vigorously as he tried to get out of my grip.

"Do you want these nightmares to stop or not?!" I raised my voice seeing as I scared him...

He slowly nodded his head and came closer to me digging his head into my chest. I sighed picking him up and going down the stairs. I gave him light kisses as I waited for him to start speaking.

"You left me. You...you would yell at me telling me I was worthless and ugly..asking me why you loved me..telling..telling me to..me too go die.." He said...

I looked at him my eyes widening as I watched his tears fall down his soft cheeks. I ran my hand threw his hair as he started sobbing. I smiled knowing that he loved me so very much.

"I'll never leave you. If your worthless and ugly then you'd have to be dead first. If you died I'll be right there next to you." I said as I laid my head on his.

He giggled a little looking up at me pecking my lips.
Smiling I brought him in for a longer one. We pulled away smiling at each other as he nuzzled back into my chest and his grip loosened. I loosened my grip as well kissing his head and I watched his back fall up and down telling me that he was calm and his breaths were back to normal. I looked at him as he started falling asleep.

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Garroth woke up soon after me and he got out of bed stretching before he got in a cuddled next to my arm. I chuckled watching how cute he was acting. How affectionate he was acting towards me. I start playing with his hair and tucking stray strands of his hair behind his ear. He looks at me with those beautiful cerulean eyes as he gets a call.