depression is far from sadness
it's a creeping pain inside that goes out most of the time
one second you were laughing hard
then the next felt like you didnt at all
it's that silent separate state though youre in a room packed with happy people
that feeling when you dont want to get out of bed though youre not sleepy but youre just tired- tired with everything
youll never understand it
unless youve been in that hole too
it is an irony
a dead soul in a live body
a haunting clash of sadness and empty happiness
