Dear Phil,
i'm so sorry that i'm doing this, i know i promised you that i would stay with you forever but i can't.
i just want to die and end it all, even the voices tell me it's the right thing.
thank you for always trying your best and i love you, i love you so much that it's crazy.
i really do want to grow old with you but that just isn't my fate, maybe we will meet in our next lives and things will work out.
i'll wait for you in the afterlife Phil.
I love you.
- dan
