They don't know about Us

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LightInShines

Dazzlinghyun

Snowtouch

BaekChanYeon

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Crawlingpetals

With a heavy heart Baekhyun turned his phone off and hastily tossed it on the bed, he felt worst, it feels like the time from two years ago are slowly coming back to get the both of them. Running his tired fingers on his wary brown hair, a tear quickly found it's way out of his totally agonized eyes.

Six of his fansites closed down on the same day and the same time, he felt devastated about the sudden occurrence, although all of them had different reasons, he knew for sure the real ones behind the strong facade excuses, he was even linked to the words liar and betrayer again.

When will be the right time for him to love her without restriction? Whereas he doesn't have to hide all of his pure feelings to her? To her who is the sole reason of his life right now aside from his ever beloved fans and members.

He wanted to go to her again and cry his wary heart out on her but he can't, he got his phone confiscated as he was locked on the wintry four cornered practice room. After making up with her at foukuka, everything never went great as it supposed to be, he thought that maybe one of his sasaengs saw him on the hospital that day, as to the reasons of his dating issue with Taeyeon resurfaced on online portal news and has been the talk of the town, nationwide in korea.

Every traces seems to have been found by detective people inside the exo-l fandom, What he worries for now is those fans who were obsessed with him and the fact that Taeyeon might be receiving another handful of threats and issues alongside her recovering weak frame.

He stood up with all of his remaining strength and he turned on the music as he started to divert fully his attention on their dance, Moving his body too actively that it could dangerously eat all of his remaining brawn, Timid thoughts passing across his chaotic mind.

Her SNS is full of hate comments and he can barely read all of those, he felt pins inside his heart, if it was his reaction for the comments, what more it actually give effects on her?

It felt so unfair to him, His SNS was full of comforting and warm comments, too much that it could actually light his day up, but he just can't knowing the situation of the girl he treasures above all.

Whilst of all those hatred put towards her, there are still some from his fandom who vows to protect her, and he was grateful for that.

What's on her mind?
Is she depressed again?
Did she replied on the comments?
Or swear at them cutely like she always does on her shows?

His shallow breathing boomed on the frigid and asphyxiating room, He felt too tired. Everything about him is in pain, All he wanted for the moment was to escape from the harrowing verisimilitude.

"Baekhyun Oppa..." A female toned voice echoed on his ears, It was Yixia with her usual training attire, her hair was hanging above her shoulders and an obvious wary wad flashing on her serene face, "Are you okay?" She asks, he heaved out a sigh knowing he is not but he can't bare to bring more people into his anarchic sanity.

"Ofcourse, after all these i'll be able to see her again so it's okay," amidst of the tragic continuous separation with her, he could still think of the positive sides, the sole reason on his fights, It was actually all for her. Somehow, his delighted answer made her scowl littlest.

"Oh, then please eat something oppa. You grew thin these days." She carefully handed the gray lunchbox on him as he accepted it with a smug smile on his face. "I have strict diet hours, as much as i wanted but you know, I won't be able to eat this one, Just give it to the other members or your friends, I am sorry." He apologized, The young lass nodded her head quietly as she heads outside of the practice room, before she could even leave she managed to utter the words Baekhyun never wanted to hear from square one.

"I hate her," Vague anger quickly surfaced her face as she finally mouthed the words she has been keeping for too long, she actually felt a weight being moved out from her chest. "You always do everything for her even if it will leave you broken Oppa, it's disgusting." Her tears were threatening her to fall, Baekhyun's lips quivered.

Obviously astounded at the younger's sudden outburst in front of him.

"You always put her at the top of your priorities, Even if it meant of you digging your own grave," She was quite a nuisance in front of him in her thoughts but she cared less, as long as she could shower him with the truth.

"Yixia." His icy male tone made her frozen on the spot. "She is my girlfriend, Of course she's my priority!" His words left a tint of aggravation.

Despite of his menacing voice, She continued to pour before him her synthetic revulsion.
"You are always hurt because of her, Just let go oppa! I can't bare watching you cry and held pain in her position." Her tears finally came out, but she never received any comfort.

"Then don't." His cold gaze landed at her crying face. "You never knew my pain was actually just the surface of hers." Her pained smirk made her legs wobble.

"You might think she's happy because of all the popularity she has, but then she's not, If i'm digging my grave to hell, What about her then, huh? You'll never know." He never felt perceived of vexation towards her before until now, It was too astonishing that he was still in state of shock, of all people, why does it have to be Yixia hating on his woman?

Yixia, the girl he thought of as his little sister dispises his dreamed future woman, he once again felt hurt, who would actually accept their relationship with each other?

When is the day he can be nonchalant about his love for her? He is slowly getting tired but thinking about the sacrifices she made for him made him stop from bequeathing at the forlornly woebegone eventuality.

"And please, hate me instead of her."

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