untouched

4.

"Only a person with a pure heart can see such souls. You have a pure heart. You are not corrupted. That's what makes you special." The old strange lady said.
"Umm okay!!" I was unable to form words. I was not sure if she was telling the truth.
" But what about you?" I asked.

She took out a coloured stone which was shiny and red in colour.
"You see this, this is not just an ordinary stone. It is one of the rarest stone. Because of this stone, I can see and even touch ghosts and spirits." She said.

"Who are you?" I asked her.
"I am a wizard." She told me.
" Why are you telling me all of this?" I asked her.
" Few months ago I saw you talking to that spirit. I was surprised because normal people are not able to see her but then I realized that you were different. You are pure.
After seeing your love for her, I think that this stone is more useful to you. Think about touching the one you love, expressing your love to her" She said.
"Are you really going to give me this?" I asked her.
"Yes but you know nothing is free in this world" she said.
"How much money do you want? " I asked her.
"Haha.. Money?? Really? You think I want money" she said.
".."
"There is a mission and you're perfect for that mission. Only a person with a pure soul can complete this mission and you're that person" She said.
"What's the mission?" I asked her.
"Have you heard of the world's most dangerous weapon 'the kira'?" She asked me.
"Yes I know about 'kira the ship' but isn't it just in stories?" I asked her.
"That's what normal humans think but it is not true. I want you to kill the current owner of Kira" She said.
" What?? Are you crazy? Are you pranking me or something? " I asked her.
"You don't believe me? You know I am not going to offer this opportunity again" She said.
" I don't know if I should believe you" I said.
"You should.... for your lover" she said.

I was confused. I know she wasn't lying because she knew so much about me and Jina. But I can't kill someone. Even if I love Jina, I can't do this
"I need to think about this" I said.
"Okay meet me here tomorrow and tell me your decision" she said.
"Fine" I said.

I was restless. All night I was thinking about her offer. Should I accept that?
Next morning I woke up early. I saw Jina sitting near the window. She saw me and smiled. Her smile is angelic. It's Sunday. I can spend more time with her. I went to her and sat beside her. I saw her shift and I smiled. Her hands look so small, I want to hold them but I can't. Her lips seems so soft but I can't kiss her. These thoughts are killing me inside. Should I accept her offer?

A\N
What do you think? I know my writing style sucks.
And sorry for the grammatical mistakes. English is not my first language.