Silverblade

Maka

Soul arrived back at Maka's house and knocked Maka just opened the door and told him to come in. Soul walked in and started crying.
"What's wrong" asked Maka in a concerned voice.
Soul just rolled up his sleeve he didn't take off the shirt though, but he mouthed the words help me. Maka saw all of the blood on the shirt and started to tear up.
"Soul are you okay"
"No I'm not Maka"
"We can get through this Soul"
Maka was starting to cry. Soul looked at her and started to unwrap the shirt. The blood wasn't as bad as when he left but it was still bleeding. Maka cleaned it and wrapped it with some gauze Soul just thanked her and sat on the couch. He turned on the tv and just stared at it watching AFV but not laughing. Maka came in and said,
"You can sleep on the couch tonight"
"Thanks Maka I appreciate it and I'm sorry"
"Just don't mention it okay"
"Okay I won't"
Soul fell asleep pretty quick after that. He had a weird dream to where he tried to commit suicide again with a knife but this time he went through with it. He woke up sweating and breathing heavy he looked at his watch and it was 6:00 the next morning. Maka wasn't awake yet so he got up made some coffee put on his hoodie and went outside. He walked to the lake and sat down beside it rolled up his sleeve and stared at his arm and thought about his dream and what he did the night before, was it worth it.
He heard something walk up behind him he whipped his head around to find Maka standing behind him. She sat down beside him and asked in a quite voice,
"Why"
"I can't explain it. You know it's hard for me to explain my feelings"
"Can you at least try to please"
"Sure I'll try, it feels like I'm in a hole a really deep dark hole that I'm alone in and no one can get me out. That's the best I can do"
"I understand better now and if you don't mind me asking, how did you start"
"I would sit in my room against the wall in waiting for my dad to go to sleep because I was afraid that if I went to sleep first he would rape me. Then I realized he doesn't actually love me. I found online to put a band-aid on your wrist where you want to cut so I did and I missed one of the times and that one slash on the skin made me addicted."
"Soul, I had no idea"
"Yeah most people don't know that story"
"So is that why you never mention your dad"
"Yeah that's why, can we go get some breakfast I'm hungry"
"Sure what do you want"
"I don't know what are my choices"
"Waffle house"
"Okay let me go get Star, catch him up on everything"
"Okay"