BULLY-Kim Namjoon

Chap 7

( Namjoon's POV)

I open my eyes after I fell the ground. I see Y/N under me, I immediately start panicking. I know what she will do, once she realizes I'm the one who fell on her. After a few seconds she opens her eyes, all I can see is rage. But that fades extremely quickly once she realized I'm not Jungkook or Jimin.

*oh man holy shiteu*

We stare for a few moments, before she opens her mouth to scream. Panic shoots threw me, while I have a split second to think of what to do. I don't want her to scream, lord knows what Kook or Jimin would think I'm doing to their sister. As she takes a breath, I do the unthinkable.

*i'm done with myself*

I kiss her

I wasn't thinking straight! I don't know what came over me! I could've done everything else but I chose that
*mental slap*
As she took her breath I move in and smash my lips on hers. She was so taken off guard, cause no one would've expected that

( A/N let's face it readers you were probably expecting it ;P)

I close my eyes, but I can feel that she still has hers open.

*what a amateur...wait WHAT IF IM HER FIRST KISS...SHITTT*

I got myself up off of her and prepared to fight her. She will probably want to kill me after this. As I turn to look at her, she is still on the floor in complete shock. Slowly, I approach her, keeping my guard up, cause she could attack at any moment. But instead she continues to stare up at the ceiling.

*well I broke her*

I sit next to her, bringing my knees up to my chest, probably not the best idea right now. She looks like she is hyperventilating, but I don't care honestly. I think about what just happened, whyyyyyy. I have a girlfriend, that I'm in love with, now I'm gonna feel guilty. The worst part is that the kiss wasn't even bad, I may have even enjoyed it ughhhhhhhhh. I grab my hair in frustration, and let out a little scream into my legs which ends up being muffled.

*what am I gonna do now? ;-;*

Looking over at her I study her figure, it's generally skinny. She has a few curves here and there, nothing special

*WAIT WHAT AM I DOING*