BULLY-Kim Namjoon

Chap 9

(Y/N's POV)

*okay so now I officially hate life >:<*

Now I feel like life is just fckin with me rn. Having me fall on Namjoon like twice now, I'm-
I'm just so done
We stare intensely for a few seconds until we get pulled back into reality. "Um hey Y/N you can get off me now" Namjoon whispers to me, my eyes grow big as I feel my face get hot. "Ah I'm sorry for this" my instinct tells me to apologize even thought I didn't want to. Climbing off of him, I stand and brush of my pants from rolling all on the floor. "Namjoon you should go and practice for your band, while I go blush" I whispered the last part so he couldn't hear me. "Yeah okay, we'll see you when we go shopping, bye" Namjoon said quietly and began to walk down the steps. Something ached at me to not let him go, but like always, I didn't listen
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*RUN TO ROOM*

Once Namjoon walked down the stairs I scrambled to my room. I swear I almost broke my door by slamming it so hard. My brain was going nutzzzzzz.

JUST–

UGH

Whyyy did heeee?? "No no. Y/N calm down, do something to distract you." I scan my room to look for anything and my eyes lock onto my stereo. "AHA MUSIC!" Music has always calmed me down cause I just love it! I turn it up MAX volume, put on my fav EXO song, and JAM OUT. "SHIMMY SHIMMY KO KO BOP, I THINK I LIKE IT!" Singing along I'm jumping on my bed and running around like an idiot.

When am I not tho????
I could've sworn I saw my door creak open, but I ignore it. Like if it was a murderer someone would warm me right?! Well whatever it was, it didn't take me out of my zone. "IT GOES DOWN BABY RIDEUME ONMOMEUL!!" I'm still screaming the words pretty sure that it's sounds okay, I mean my voice isn't terrible.

* YeS i cAn sInG *^*

Eventually  I get soooooo tired where I can barley remember the words to songs anymore. Stumbling like I was drunk I turn off my radio and crawl on my bed. I was so tired I didn't even cover myself, even thought it was really cold! Drifting out of conciseness I see a dark figure enter my room. Assuming it's Kookie or Jiminie I just let them do whatever. The figure ticks me into bed and kisses my head. On the verge of passing out I'm not sure if I heard who the voice was correctly. Before I'm gone I hear "goodnight Y/N, get some rest pretty girl" and it SOUNDED LIKE NAMJOON!!

Then I'm out
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(A/N: hey guys it's been so long! I'm really srry school has been a lot. I've been dealing with some things and been really discouraged about this book. I'm gonna try and post more often so expect more or you can scold me !

Btw y'all can call me CeCe~)