I miss u ok....im sorry

Is this it

I was thinking long not knowing what to do not knowing what to say staring at the ceiling a tear fell from my eye I like char I really do I got up and text him to come over
Me looking like a big mess got ready and all the red from crying left my face than went to the pale skin I have waiting there like a dam fool thinking to my self IS THIS IT idk well he hurt me like Aaron did or love me
Will I hurt him myself not giving the time of Day
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Out of no where I heard a knock on the door my ❤️ was raising faster by the second I had to open the door I took a deep breath and opened it
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C:hey
U:...hey
C:...
U:..oh wanna sit
C:..yea yeah sure
He walked in and sat down on the bed
C:I'm sorry about yesterday I was really not know what I was doing at all
U:no ..no it's ok actually I was thinking a lot about you and that kiss and us and you know I like you a lot back .
When I said that he smiled a big smile his face lit up
C:really
U:ofc you mean the world to me everything that you've done was because of you
..I've just all ways cared a lot for you
😔🙃
C: so you line me Back
U: yes ofc
C: then what holding you back
U: .. just the thought of being hurt ag it hurt me even thinking about it .
Out of nowhere he kisses me
And I kiss back this was the one I felt ported and important
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We did the dirty and feel asleep next to each other him holding me tighter than ever and me just letting me I felt so safe
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I woke up and that woke him up
U: of sorry bab.. I mean char
I didn't want to say babe bc he really never asked me out
C: why didn't you say babe
U: :) bc you really never asked me to be your gf
C: oh will Y/N  L/N will you make me the happiest man on earth and be my girl?
U:no ...
C:what
U:I would love too ❤️

Hope y'all like bye