can you feel my heart?

*Chris's pov*

when we got to Joshua's house. we all got out. my crying had stopped by now, finally. i had to pee really bad, and i had to change my clothes. i waws starting to stink. i had an extra pair of clothes in my bag because i thought i had work, but its tommorow. i crossed my legs and held my hands over my crotch. i grabbed Johsua's sleeve pullin gon it a little. he looked at me. i had to go. he took my hand with out saying a word and starting pulling me inside. i followed at he walked upstairs and opened a door leading to a bathroom.

i smiled at him kindly and ran inside the bathroom closing the door behind me. i droped my bag to the floor and undid my pants, i steped infront of the toilet, i pulled my member out of my boxers and did my bussiness. i got done and pulled my boxers back over top of my member, and zipped up my pants and buttoned them back up. i flushed the tilet and washed my hands using soap. i dryed my hands on my jersey and grabbed my backpack off the floor.

i decided to change before i stunk to bad. i unzipped my backpack and pulled out my extra clothes. i slipped ut of my shoes, shorts and jersey leaving my in my boxers. i grabbed my black skinny jeans and pulled them on fixing my boxers inside of them. after i got situated i grabbed my shirt and pulled that on also. it was Motionless in white. i put my Shoes, shorts and jersey in my back pack and zipped it up. i walked out of the bathroom only to run in to something hard.

i fell to the floor hitting my head on the bathroom door. i groaned and looked up.

"watch where your going punk!" some one yelled at me. i fliched. i didnt get a look at there face before i looked down wanting to blend into the walls.

"back off Jared. hes with me!" Joshua's voice butted in. I got up finding where he was and walking over to him. i hid behind him with my head down. Im such a cowered i thought. he seemed mad. as I thought they yelled a few other things at each other, finally Jared snapped at us.

"yea well keep that emo faggot out of my way or next time i wont be so nice" Joshua spun around on his heels and took a hold of my hand. he pulled me the oppisite way down the hall to a room at the end. he seemed mad. he threw me into the room. I stumbled forward dropping my bag and fell to the floor getting a rug burn on my arm.

I found a shoe vacant on the floor I sat up facing Joshua, and grabbed the shoe. I threw it at him as hard as I could making it hit his chest.

"ow, you little!" he yelled. my eyes had teared up from the rug burn, and I was holding it. a tiny stream of blood trickled down my arm, I didn't realize it had scrapped that bad. I sniffled as Joshua returned to my side. "i'm sorry, I shouldn't have been mean" his arms wrapped around me. I jumped a tiny bit nobody has ever remotely even come near me before. I didn't know how to react. i hate this feeling. just let me go...