FORBIDDEN KRUSH

CHAPTER 7

I arrived home around 7pm feeling like I was on top of the world in Krush land. This was some high school shit. I jumped in the shower, 30 minutes later I had washed away the germs I had collected for the day. I walked out naked and turned the tv on in the living room. I grabbed my candy that I was gifted and laid on the futon mattress that resided on the floor due to my unfinished remodeling of it's home in the den. I laid on my stomach pressing my breast against the comforter that I had covering the mattress. I opened my candy not sure what to expect since he said his mother made it. I took that first bite and fell in love. It melted in my mouth and the smoothness of the chocolate was unbelievable. The chocolate was rich but not overbearing. The nuts were fresh but not too hard where they couldn't surrender in your mouth. "Ummm" I thought as I laid back and closed my eyes.

3 am I a woke to my phone vibrating under my elbow from a text message. I turned the tv off and open my phone to see who was texting me this time of morning. I blinked twice, then reached for my glasses it felt like my eyes were playing tricks on me. (Gd morn Zo this Marcus i got up early for work, im coming your way, whats your address)

5minutes later he was ringing the doorbell and It hadn't even registered in my brain that this was really happening. "Oh shit" I thought as I realized I was in the nude on the floor. Doorbell rung again and I grabbed a bath towel to cover all my hidden jewels. I opened the door in slow motion and my hand trembled as I unlocked the screen door. I moved out the way so he could enter. He smelled like heaven and even in the dark he looked like a dream. He watched me look him over before my eyes met his and a stupid smile came over my face. He was calm and so sure of himself at that moment. His stare was making me so nervous and giddy. "How did you get my number"? "Is that even important right now"? He said while looking at me as if he could see through me. I began to back up but he came closer. I was inside my head nervous as hell, yelling at myself (get it together girl, you're the oldest, your gonna let this little boy think you're scared of him).

Marcus placed his hand gently on the back of my head as he took his other hand and placed it on the small of my back. He pulled me close as he leaned in and kissed my lips slow filling them out before he went deeper. He was holding my head and body, it was too late to run so I gave in, first to his kiss. He was taking his time with it. His lips was making love to mine and my tongue had seduced his. Our bodies was so close till it was disrespectful. I felt my towel dropped to the floor as his hand slid up the back of my thigh tracing the outline of my rump. He was sharing his kisses with my cheeks and devouring my neck as he worked his way down to my shoulder. His manhood had more than caught my attention even tho he was fully dressed. He teased the crack of my ass with his finger before taking both hands squeezing my booty cheeks. I felt my body go down as I jumped up to my alarm clock going off. I looked at my phone and it was my last alarm which meant I missed the first three that went off which meant I was going to be late for work. I was confused as I looked around to no towel on the floor, no text message from Marcus and an incomplete dream that left me wanting more.

On my drive to work my phone was blowing up, my co workers wondering where I was. I got off the elevator and rushed to my area before the boss could spot me. Missy was back from vacation so today Rosie had real help. Missy was good at what she did and she could do the job of two people alone.

I walked in the lounge to grab a water before getting started, there he was the man of my dreams. Good morning I said as I picked up my water and unscrewed the cap. He looked up from his phone and said "good morning".  No smile, no excitement, no follow up words, no nothing but silence and back to whatever he was doing on his phone. I sat there for 5 minutes trying to think of what to say but there was nothing. I picked up my pride and my water and went to my workstation. I couldn't focus as I watched him passed without saying a word as he made his way back to his desk. This thing I had for him was getting out of control and was consuming me. I needed a few days off, so I volunteered to go to Cali to cover a Red Carpet event for Breast Cancer Awareness amongst the stars. It was Thursday and I would be leaving from work Friday around 2pm so I had a day in a half to ignore him.

I was anxious like I'd had three cups of coffee. There was a feeling of unease in the pit of my stomach so I did what I do. "Ladies do y'all have anything that need to be dropped off to Shawn for final approval while i'm going that way"? "Yes, thank you Zo and can you also drop these off to Daniel" Rosie said. Because Daniel worked in sports I now had a legitimate reason to go to Marcus area. After my drop off to Shawn I went over to Daniel where there was a clear view of Megan in Marcus cubicle. The conversation looked kind of series, as if he was giving it all his attention. As I made small conversation with Daniel I watched and waited. Marcus saw me looking and I'm sure he recognized the irritation on my face. After about 10 minutes she left, I turned my head but I could fill him watching me. 3 minutes later I ended my conversation with Daniel and walked right over to Marcu area to give him a paper Shawn had giving me to give to him. "This from Shawn" I said as I ignored his eye contact and kept it moving.

I was mad as hell so I put my headphones on and zoned out. Four hours later, three blogs later, I had finally calmed down. "Zoya, can you stay late and help in the print shop, they're behind"? The boss man asked standing at my station, a area he almost never come in. "Um". "Um I know you were late young lady". Was that some sort of threat I thought to myself. "Okay, fine". "Thanks I appreciate you, oh and Marcus staying too".  I didn't say anything but as soon as he turned the corner out of my view, my smile was scandalous.

I thought I'd take this opportunity to tell Marcus how much I liked his mom chocolates but when I approached him and said hey, he looked at me then walked away. We were in print shop so I followed him to lay out. He grab some papers and headed back to print shop but I got in face.  "How can we have a conversation if you walking away!"  "Maybe if you waited until I got back we wouldn't have that problem.  What you wanna say, what's up" he said going around me but then stopped with the look of irritation on his face as he waited for my answer.  "Never mind!  Forget it!"  I said as I walked away.

An hour later I joined him in print shop.  I decided I would let him know how I was feeling.  "Hey"?  "We talking again already?"  I gave him a slight smile to soften the mood.  "I didn't appreciate what you said".  "I knew the moment it came out I had messed up".  "You could of said give me a second, I'll be right back".  "I said hold on".  "I didn't hear you".  He stopped what he was doing to look at me then he went back to work.  "What are you thinking" I asked wishing I could get inside his head, rob him of his privacy by listening to his private thoughts. He responded without looking at me, without stopping his work flow.  "I hate disappointing people".  We shared a moment of silence, then he laughed and looked over at me.  "You planning on doing some work or you just gonna stand there and talk all night"? 

Mental note: I'm in too deep