Morning caught me by surprise probably because my night thoughts were keeping me company. There was something happening to me. I was different, about to tread on a forbidden path, maybe even dip in some forbidden waters. It didn't even matter if I could swim or even if someone would come and save me. I had spent my first twenty years playing it safe, being the good girl that everyone loved. I lived life base on what people expected of me, base on what people would think of me.
At twenty I married my soul mate, too bad I wasn't his for more than ten years. Too bad I had been afraid to admit that I was no longer his future. I had got lost inside his love and what's worse I didn't want to be judge by its failure.
At thirty I realize I wasn't the girl he had married but I was the women he wasn't in love with. The women he couldn't see, the women he didn't care to meet. I was only just getting introduced to her, just getting to know her, and I liked her.
By thirty five I woke up and decided I would conquer my fears. I had giving so much of myself, I had literary giving everything that I had to death due us part. No one told me that death wouldn't be the one that breaks us apart. No one even said that the person I was then may not be the person I am now. That the man that had been my heaven and earth would never meet the women I've unearth. I was angry, I had giving all my time more than half the life I was living.
Step out on faith, what does that mean? I didn't know but I closed my eyes and I jumped. I landed on my feet in a new city with a new home. Now at 41 I no longer wanted to be afraid of the unknown. I was at ease, entertaining happy thoughts, fanning the flames of my Forbidden Krush.
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FORBIDDEN KRUSH
RomansaOlder women finds herself with a young girl crush on a guy that's 8 years younger. Should she see where this goes or will there be too many variables working against them?
