Today was one of my "good" days. Well not really, more like I didn't want to kill my self. I did cut twice but that was because I can't not. I'm addicted. No one understands, they all think I'm doing it because I want attention. I'm not in fact get your facts straight, I'm depressed. Whatever you say is wrong.
Who has been bullied for what they do or like. I mean it sucks that you can't like a certain band or a certain person. I mean fuck y'all this is who I like and what I want to be.
Yes I am cutting yes I tried to commit suicide, but am I here. But that doesn't mean i am okay. Because we all know that I'm not. My mom again. God she is always in my room with the same question "are you fine honey" "is there anything I can do?"
Stop stop I hate it. I don't want your help. I think to myself. Can she not bug me every hour. She's like a fly that buzzes around me all the time.
Ping. My phone buzzes
Becca: Hey Rose. There is a party tomorrow. Please come it will be so much fun.
Me: hey Becca I really don't feel like going out. Can we just make plans after?
Becca: no come on Rose it will be fun.
Me: fine I'll go but I'm not going anywhere else after.
Becca: yayyy. See you tomorrow.
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Ughhh I hate parties. Oh well I have to go.
Bed and tomorrow I am going to have to act happy. Fun
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Hey guys. I hope you enjoy this chapter.
Sorry for the long wait I am studying for so many tests. Ughhh
Anyway thank you so much for reading.
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ФанфикHi my name is Rose. I'm sixteen turning seventeen in a month. My life is normal as you would expect but it really isn't. I wld rather stay inside then go out. But living with the family I live with, my friends they make me go out. Weather it is part...
