Castiel x reader- female

4

"And that was two years ago. " you state to Cass, sitting up on the bed. Your mouth felt dry from talking so much, but it felt a little better to get it out.
"And they taught you about the supernatural?" Cass asks, no longer sitting on the bed, is  across the room, gazing out the window.
You nod, "yeah. They taught me the ropes, and I'm glad they still want me around to have their backs." You admit, bringing your knees to your chest.
Cass comes back over and rubs the back of his neck. "You mentioned cuts from that experience... Are they still there?" He asks softly, and you meet his gaze. "Not the cuts but uh... The scars, I mean."
You nod once again, biting the inside of your cheek. "One on my chest, my leg, and a few he put on my back while I was out." You admit, your voice cracks at the end. Not with anything but anger, but Cass thinks it's because you don't like remembering.
"I'm sorry I asked. I can stop-"
"No. No, it's fine." You say, shrugging, and for a moment, uncomfortable silence envelopes the two of you. You internally sigh.
Demons, vampires, werewolves, you could handle.
Social public moments though? Oh, boy. No thanks.
Cass breaks into your thoughts, "Do you mind if I see them?"
You look up sharply, and he's taken aback by your gaze. "I don't care who you are, Cass, but there's no way in hell that I'm taking my clothes off in front of you. Especially not to see that." You grit your teeth and hop off the bed, making for the door, ignoring his dumbfounded expression.
Opening the door, you look up to see Sam and Dean in the impala, giving you distance but watching out for you all the same. Sammy catches the anger in your face as you start walking down the road, and soon enough he catches up to you, and walks in time beside you.
Looking back, you see Dean leave the impala and go into the motel. You sigh, and Sam gives your shoulder a squeeze.
"What happened back there?" He asks gently.
You shake your head. "Too much prodding. He asked to see my scars but..."
He nods, looking down at the ground. "Cass isn't exactly well informed when it comes to. Well... You know. "
You glance up at him, "I know you think I can read your mind Sammy but I really can't."
He smiles slightly and rolls his eyes. "He doesn't know how to handle emotional situations, how to react, let alone how to emit them himself."
"What, is he some kinda asexual robot?" You joke, a puff of air coming out in front of you, telling you the cool night is getting cooler by the second. You cross your arms to keep yourself warm and keep walking.
Sam shrugs. "Something like that."
You walk in silence for a bit and your feet lead you to a bar. You stop outside the entrance. "What is he, Sam?" You whisper, looking up at him after all that time.
He shakes his head and opens the door, walking inside. "An angel."
Your eyebrows raise and you come in after him, sputtering, "what do you mean an angel, Sam?" You hiss.
"Exactly what I said. "He leads you to the back of the bar, and you take a table in the corner. "God and all that." He waved his hand dismissively.
"Why are you so calm about all this?" Your voice raises, and a few people look over. You collect yourself. "This is quite different from the demons and shit we fight Sam. You can't just sit there and think I'm gonna take your word for this, this has to be a joke."
"He's in a vessel." He says, ignoring your rambling. "He doesn't know how to react to much cause he hasn't been exposed to humanity in a long, long time." He eyes you carefully as you take this all in, and he motions a waitress over from across the room. " give him some slack. I'm sure Dean is giving him he'll right now. No pun intended." He smirks and orders you two a few shots.
"Tryin' to get me drunk, Sammy?" You ask teasingly.
He rolls his eyes, "sure am. Now hush, I'm gonna drink mine, and when I'm done you better be a whole hellova' lot calmer."

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AN-
Whoa I expected to get this out quicker. Sorry guys.
Family drama holding me back from writing, mannnyyy apologies for that.
Expect another update soonish.
It's your relationship with Cass is gonna start looking up from here ;)