Moving on

Chapter 1- just getting started

Hey I'm Cammi and I have 4 siblings, Ben, Jordan, Charlie and Luna. I'm the youngest of my family. We're gonna start from the very beginning. 
My parents got divorced when I was in 9th grade. So that means Luna and Charlie were in 10th, Jordan was in 11th it and Ben was in 12th grade.
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"Oh come on Cammi it's not that bad, we'll still be able to see dad, we're only here half the time" Jordan tries to explain.
" I don't wanna live with mom though I'm scared Jordan." I say tearing up. And he pulls me into a hug.
"Why are you scared Cammi?" He asks. He's been asking me these kinds of questions ever since Tommy came into the picture. Tommy is mom 1st boyfriend since dad. Tommy has been touching me on my parts at night and sometimes mom just watches. It happened last night.
"I don't want to talk about it right now okay Jordan? " I ask him because I see Tommy entering the kitchen right as I was about to tell Jordan.
At least we're going with dad today after school. Hopefully he won't touch me like Tommy has been. Dad's never done it before but I don't trust anyone now.
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(After school)
I see dads car in the parking lot right away. I run to him and give him a big hug.
"Hi daddy, I missed you!!!" I squeal. He just laughs.
"Hey Cammi, I've missed you too baby girl, now let's get you in the car and go and get your siblings." Then he waits until I buckle up to go get the others.
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Dad's house isn't as big as moms, dad moved out so he has a smaller house. That means we have to share rooms and I wanna be with Jordan, he makes me feel safe.
When we get home from getting everybody from school,  we go straight to the store to get food for supper.
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After supper is done we all decide to watch a movie. Well, except for me and Jordan we are currently in our shared bedroom playing board games. I think this would be a good time to tell Jordan.

"Hey ummm Jordan" I say quite nervous.

" Yeah" he says, focused on setting up the board game, not really paying attention to me.  So since I'm sitting across from him, I get up and go and sit on his leg to get his attention.

" I need to talk to you" I say looking at the ground so he can't tell that I'm tearing up.

"What is it Cammi?" He asks now being fully attentive to me.

"It's about Tommy." I say in a whisper. " He does stuff to me at night and I don't wanna be there anymore."

"What are you talking about, you love Tommy" Jordan asks very confused.

"You're right, never mind then." I say defeated. 

"NO, tell me whats wrong." Jordan whispers-yells at me.

"Can we just go to bed Jordan" I ask not wanting to talk about it anymore. " I'm too scared" and with that I go to bed with Jordan on the top bunk, and me on the bottom bunk.

The next morning I'm being awoken by Jordan, ugh I hate the days when we have to go back to moms.

"Wakey wakey, eggs and bakey," Jordan whispers in my ear.

"If there aren't any 'eggs and bakey' when I get up I'm going to kill you" I say while I sit up.

"Well then wakey wakey cereal and milk(ey)" he says and I grimace at his attempt. "Do you want to talk about last night now?" he asks changing the subject. 

"Can we not. Please." I beg.

"Fine, Fine but I'm going to find out one way or another" he says. "Now go hop in the shower and get ready for school." 

"Okayyyyy" I say while I get my stuff so I can hop in the shower.

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Luna and Charlie get out first so that means they sit in the the middle part of the car, while Ben is up front with my dad, and Jordan is beside me in the way back.

"Goodbye Luna and Charlie, have a good day at school and call me when you get to your moms." My dad says to them. Then Luna and Charlie say their goodbyes and leave.

"Next off is me and Jordan" Ben says.

"Idiot it's 'Jordan and I', not 'me and Jordan" Jordan exclaims, while I just laugh with my dad at Ben.

"Whatever, you guys are here now bye, have a good day and call me when you get----" my dad says while being interrupted by Ben.

"When we get to moms we know bye dad." Ben rushes out of the car to go hug his girlfriend, Savannah, while Jordan gives me a quick hug and then goes into the school.

"You're last squirt" my dad says to me while looking through the rear-view mirror.

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I have lunch in 5 minuets, I'm starving.

"Cammi Jacobs, can you come to the office, your step dad is here to get you." the intercom in my teachers room says. My mind starts racing on why Tommy is here. Is my mom hurt? Is my dad hurt? Is anyone in the hospital? I get my stuff and head off to the office, when I get there Tommy is waiting there playing on his phone.

"Hi Tommy" I say, getting his attention."umm why am I going home?" I ask.

"Oh don't worry lil chipmunk." Tommy says and turns to the secretary to thank her for getting me, then we're off to his truck.

(this part is a little sad and depressing so if you want to skip go ahead)    

When we get home Tommy takes off my backpack and hangs it up for me.

"Why am I here and not at school?" I ask while having my stomach turning into knots.

"Well I needed you when you were with your precious daddy, but now I need you even more," he says with a weird look on his face. Then he starts coming after me licking his lips. I start running because I don't want this to happen again. But he grabs me and takes me to my room down stairs, pushes me on my bed and starts to undo his belt why did I have to wear a dress today....... Once he has his pants and underwear down he pulls up my dress and pulls down my panties. Once that was done he put the rubber thingie on his thingie and when he has it on he starts pushing in me and it hurts really bad, but I can't scream because his hand is on my mouth. He starts going faster and faster and it hurts really bad. Then he pulls his thing out and turns me around with my butt in the air, then he starts pushing in my butt and that hurts worst. This time I'm able to scream. I then hear the front door open and I think its Jordan because he comes home for lunch. I start scream louder because I don't think Tommy heard the front door open. Tommy continues and goes faster and harder and it hurts then I hear another yell that I know wasn't mine.

"GET AWAY FROM HER YOU ASS!" I hear someone that I think it's Jordan but I'm too out of it to fully understand. Then I don't feel him in my butt anymore so I turn into a ball on my bed crying. Then I hear punching and grunts, but I'm too scared too look so I keep my eyes shut while crying. Then I feel someone come near me and I almost lose it. That is until I hear Jordan's soothing voice.

"Hey hey hey, it's okay, it's just me, it's Jordan." Jordan hushes me. I immediately run up to him crying and sobbing. "We need to get to the hospital." He says to me. I just nod, he gives me some panties and turns around so I can change. Then when I'm done getting dressed into sweats, I'm  never going to wear that dress ever again, Jordan picks me up and I lay my head on his shoulder and when I do I see Tommy unconscious, part of me wants to smile because I know he wouldn't be able to do it ever again.