Right Now

Broken

I walked into school that morning and met my friends at the door. They were with their boyfriends. And then there was me. Well Elizabeth was with Zayn, Michela with Liam, and Katie with Niall.

"Sasha, please tell me why you still don't have a boyfriend. Honestly?" Elizabeth asks me.

I reply. "You know I like 2 guys, and we both know that neither o them like me. Clearly."

"Dude. C'mon. Look at all of us, you must feel left out or some shit when we hang together." Elizabeth does have her way with words.

"Maybe I do. Sometimes. But you know that I can't make the first move. I'm too shy to even ask for ketchup at a restaurant."

"Oh, there's Harry and Louis." Zayn greets them as they walk over to us.

Okay here's the issue. I like Louis and Harry both. Where do I even start with Louis? Lets see. He's gorgeous. He's got shining blue eyes, a perfectly structured face, perfect hair, and that perfectly white smile. Sucks to be me, because he's dating Elenor, the schools lead cheerleader.

And Harry. Holy shit. That boy's jawline is, damn. His curly hair, hi accent, it all adorable. His emerald green eyes are absolutely stunning. I'd really give anything to go on a date with either of them. The thing was, I was awkward, and no one liked me. It's just how I was.

"Hey, it's Sasha, right? Well, look I wanna talk to you about something, would you care to meet me out behind the school around 3:30?" Louis asks me.

For some reason I couldn't speak. I finally spoke up.

"Um, I will need a ride home, so if you can take me home, I can stay." I say. See this is why I wish I had my own vehicle. Instead I have to ride the bus every fucking day.

"Sure thing, I can drive you anywhere to want to go." He winked, turned on his heel and walked away.

I hear the first bell ring. Shit. I walked to my locker, grabbed my shit for English class, an ran down the hall.

...

"Sasha Crowley, you are late for class." Mr. Simon called me out on that.

"I'm sorry Mr. Simon, it won't happen again."

"Now, take your seat, we need to get started with today's lesson. No distractions."

I sat down, but the issue was that I was completely distracted. Why on Earth, would Louis Tomlinson, one of the hottest boys in school, why to talk to me? I wasn't anything special. El was prettier than me, more popular than me, and could get anything she wanted.

I guess I got lost in my thoughts because when I finally came to, class was over and I was still sitting at my desk. I gathered my things and headed for the door.

"Sasha, is everything alright today?" I was asked by me teacher.

"Yeah, just a little stressed."

"Can you please be on time and pay attention tomorrow? You are one of my best students. I would hate to see you fail any of your classes."

"Okay, I will, and thanks." And that said. I walked out the door. So much for saying I could be on time. I didn't even show up the next day.

....

I walked out to the school parking lot after everyone had left for the afternoon. Louis was leaning against a light pole waiting for me.

"Hey beautiful, how was your day?" he asks with a smile. Beautiful? I'm far from it.

"Uhm, it was okay I guess. What did you even want Lou?" I was curious.

"He, Lou, I like that, but anyway, El was cheating on me, I broke up with her, and I've like you for awhile now. I was wondering if you'd want to go on a date with me tonight?" His voice was full of doubt.

So I'm standing there, in my yoga pants and oversized sweatshirt, getting asked to go on a date with Louis Tomlinson. Was this even real?

"So what do you say?" his voice puts me back into reality.

"I'm not dressed for it though!" I protest.

"Sasha. Take a look at me. I in sweatpants and a graphic tee. Like I'm ready?" well ill admit, that made me feel a bit better.

"Fine, but where are we gonna go?" I ask him.

"It's a little secret." He winks.

"Okay, let me text my mom to let her know where I'm going to be." I say pulling my phone out of my pocket.

"Okay miss goodie goodie." He teases. And I laugh.

.....

We went to his house. His family was home so he took me upstairs to his room.

"So are we gonna watch a movie or something?" I ask.

He pulls his shirt off over his head.

"Oh, I had other plans." he smirks, then bites his lip.

"Louis I-"

"Look, Sasha. I not like this. Like ever, but with you it's different. I've dreamt about this day for years. Please?"

Next thing I knew, I was in his bed.

...........

What time was it? Where was I? I was at Louis'. I was in his bed. I lost my virginity at 15, to Louis Tomlinson. I reached over his sleeping body to grab my phone. 17 missed calls from mom. Shit. It was 2:30 in the afternoon.

"Good morning sexy" Louis smiles as he sits up to look at me.

"Haha, it's the afternoon, and I should be in school. I'm upset!" I plea. "I should of been at school. This is a mess I shouldn't of even. Ugh. This is upsetting."

"I'm soooo sorry Sasha, I just thought that where it was your first time you wouldn't wanna go home. Yeah?" he begs me. I was sore from last night and it hurt to move really.

"Wait. You used protection right?" oh god did he? I sure as hell hope so.

"Yes. I did." He's serious.

"You're sure?" I ask again for good measure.

"Yes Sasha. I am sure."

"Good. I couldn't afford to be pregnant. I've already missed today. And this is not happening again. Okay?"

"What the part about sex, or you missing school?" he has a smirk plastered on his face.

"Me missing school."

"Oh, I see." He smiles and falls back asleep.

............

I went to school the next day.

"Hey, you weren't at school yesterday. how did the meet up with Louis go? Why weren't you at school yesterday?" Elizabeth was so nosey. But I love her to death.

"Ill tell you in the bathroom."

"Louis wasn't at school yesterday either."

"Oh, I didn't know that." Yeah, I did. But I wasn't going to say anything in a hall full of high school kids.

"Yeah so why weren't you?" She asks again, this time my eyes meeting Louis' as he walks down the hall, hand in hand with Elenor.

I ran straight for him stopping him in his tracks.

"What's this?" I ask waving my Han in the air at them.

"What's what?" he asks me.

"This? you and El? You're still together." I narrow my eyes at him.

"Yeah, and It's my Life, not yours, get over it." A smirk plays on his face. And out if spite, he kisses her, right then. Leaving me broken...

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