Manan SS - Love... From London

Chapter 6 : Without her

Chapter - 6

Manik's POV.

Without her...

Hours were getting worst by each passing day. And days by each passing month.

I tried to contact her but there was no sign of her anywhere. The worst thing I did was tried to go to her home and asked the guard standing outside about her. The guard immediately called her dad and her dad threw me out of the house.

I thought, "How she would be? If her dad treated me like this how did she got treated?" I felt very bad for her. Even the guard of the house was aware about our relation. I was thinking what she was feeling at that moment.

Certainly I started hating myself. I should not have asked her to love me. Then she might not have to bear those things.

Love is the kind of thing in which you never thought of yourself at any instance. You only think is about the person for whom you had done all this. You can see yourself in trouble but you can not bear the problems they are facing. It does make you weak. And all I needed was her in any way.

But the things were not going in our favor. I was trying and I was confident that she too might be trying to get to me because I was the only person with whom she shares everything. I was the only person who could calm her down when she gets emotional.

Nandini was knowing that Manik came to her house and asked for her to her dad. But all she could do was to keep herself stay alive. Her body could not resist to so much pain at once. But she tried harder to fight against it. Her dad was too strict in terms of such things. He used to believe that girls should obey their parents. So that's why she was not allowed to use the phone by then. It was impossible to contact her. She was not allowed to get out of house. She used to get everything sitting at home. Shopping and all such things which she used to love.

Books I know were her first love. I don't know she continued reading or not. The all I know was she was committed to me. Faith, Trust are the things which looks good when we talk about it. But in reality it's hard to follow. Its hard to follow the promises we made.

But fortunately I got the strengths to be on my words. At that time the letters were not very common. And there was no way by which I can send her letter. I pray to god not to give anyone the condition in which I was. But everyone goes through it I was knowing and the time will pass I know. But only thing I was thinking about was her. How she would be?

Writer's POV.

It was tea time. I don't know how it feels to me. This story had taken a sharp curve which made my eyes wet. I was crying. I thought about how I can write this feelings. I mean its very hard to describe how it feels to lose one's love. Anyhow I controlled my emotions.

Manik called Nandini and she served us the tea. Now it was her turn to describe her part in this story. She was so eager to tell me about this story. We had tea and then we continued... 

To Be Continue...

With Love,

NISHU