TEN
I'm sitting in one of the benches here at school's garden for maybe half an hour,thinking about the kiss I had with Min-ah a while ago . I'm the one who insisted the kiss damn! how am I going to talk to her or even face her, that might be awkward
Some confusing questions popped on my mind
Did she wanted the kiss ?
Do I like her already ? Or...
Am I falling for her ?
*Aish!"I messed up my hair and kicked the trunk of the tree beside me .I'm really confused right now and the person who's making me confused is Min-ah
Since I don't have anything to do I decided to go home early .I just want to slammed my body onto my bed or just read some books
"Oh!,why are home so early today?"My mom said frowning when she opened the door
"I think I'm sick mom"I lied as I walk up through the stairs
"Are you ok?Mom asked
"Yeah"I replied
I threw my bag on the floor before I slammed my body onto my bed and took my eyeglasses off
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I'm not really sure about my feelings for Min-ah .Before I said she's not my type but why am I like this?.I.got pissed when I saw someone touching her whether it be her hands ,shoulder,or waist i'm telling myself that ,i'm the only one who should touch her in that parts and i kissed her because i can't hold my madness about that night anymore
"Ugh!"I rubbed my hands through my face and just trying to sleep instead but i don't think i can sleep properly tonight.I got up from bed
I get one book and it's fifty shades darker .Do young gave this to me when i was 19 as a birthday gift,at first i was wondering what kind of book is this but when i started reading it ,i know already what kind of book it is ,as i browse the book i heard my phone ringing.I answered not knowing who it is
"Hello"I lazily said
"Ten! Where are you?"It's Jaehyun
"At home ,why?"I said while massaging my temples
"What?! We've been finding you for half an hour!"He shouted so loud that made my head tilted
"We're waiting here for you"He added and heard him sighed
"Did i ask you to wait for me? Did i?"I said,sarcastically
"Remember ?We're going to Taeyong's house ,Mark is going home from Canada "I snapped out on what i've heard .I forgot shit!
"Sorry,i can't come just send me regards to him"I sighed"I'm hanging up ,bye"
"W-wait.."He shouted but i ended the call
I'm not really into myself right now ,i even forgot about Mark.Mark is the younger brother of Taeyong,he studied in Canada for just one year ,for him to finish his last year in highschool.Mark is so close to me ,i treated him as my younger brother too
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I crawled back to my bed and burried my face in the pillow .I'm thinking again about Min-ah ,I don't know if I can erase Min-ah in my mind easily she's bothering me the whole day.I think I'm really falling for her but how am I going to confess ?When am I going to? Aish!
Ugh! Min-ah
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