I stood up. I made my way towards inside the house .I need to see Min-ah, I need to talk to her, I need to clear up some things ,I need to confess tonight, and I need her
I did a lot of bad things to her.I kissed her without asking her if I could?, I've been rude for not noticing her she said "hi"but I did not respond even just smile but a cold stare, and I did not show up myself to her in our graduation day earlier at school I know she's finding me but I did not try to show up
I must say i'm an asshole for hurting her emotional feelings just cause of my wrong simple gestures
I am really sorry for that
There are loads of people inside the house or I must say, party animals?. The lights are dim .I couldn't even easily pass through here ,the smoke of some vape attacked my nose ,I instantly snorted cause of the foul smell
I let out a deep breath
I pass through the crowd not minding if I already bumping into them ,I don't care by the way. My only desire is to find and talk to Min-ah. After a minute I found my way upstair. I'm chasing my breath when I'm already stepping up on the second floor. Thank God it's pretty peaceful here, not hearing too much loud .One turned of my head to the left I saw Min-ah leaning against the terrace's railing
I'm ready for this, I prepared for this. I already told myself that I won't hesitate once I see her but when I saw her near to me I feel like once I come to her nor touch her she'll just get hurt and it aches my heart
You can do it Ten!
I walk towards her trying not to make any sound between us. She's turning back to me and I want to hug her from back but i'm still afraid to touch her. Min-ah is an honest kind of girl, she's not afraid to express and show what she feels towards a person. She likes me and it's very obvious in her actions .Our feeling is mutual but she doesn't know yet that it is
I smile curved on my lips
Now. I am totally ready
She's hugging herself ,so I conclude that she's cold. I take off my jacket then covered her top.
"You're cold, aren't you? "I confidently broke the silence that invading us
She smiled at me and I smiled back. I'm missing that smile for a week
"Thank you"No need to thank me lady
"Seems like you're thinking something ,is it that deep?"I softly said leaning also against the railing.I'm glancing to her sideway, she's not looking at me though
"Uhmm... Not really"She gazed down then pouted
"Hmm.. Would you mind if you tell me what is it? "I changed position.
I'm now facing her, crossed legs elbow against the railing
"You really sure you want to know? " She asked back then stand straight.I did as she do
"I just want to bothering you maybe what? or who? ...I'f what ,what is it ?and if who is ..."She cutted. As if I don't have any clue if what is it
"It's you"Her eyes then became watery. My jaw dropped at that. What did I do again?. I held her both arms then face her to me
"You hate me? "I gulped deeply. I held her chin to lift her head up and to meet my gaze.I' m afraid to hear her answer
"I trying to,cause I'm just fooling myself if I do"She sobbed more. A sudden silence enveloped us.She buried her head against my chest,I wrapped my right hand around the half of her back while the other one is rubbing her hair. I gives me an heartache while I'm hearing her hard sob
"I understand if you hate me Min-ah. I hurted you, I made you to expect something from me, and I am really sorry for being vague "I can't help some of my tears that comes out of my eyes. I licked my lower lip before I locked her jaw in my hand then lifted her head up. Her eyes are really covered with her tears
"I understand if you don't want me back. I'm stupid for being crazy over you, for hoping that you like me back, and for trying my very best just for you to notice me..."She sobbed more harder. I wiped her tears with my thumb
"I'm sorry Min-ah,i'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.. Shhh"I consecutively said.
"The moment I kissed you .That made me convince that I really like you Min-ah cause when I saw you with a man I am furiously jealous, I saw how he touched your porcelain skin that I should've been me ,that it should be only me who's touching every inch of yours. After that kiss, you made me easily fall "I gulped and look straightly into her eyes"After that kiss you made me realized that you are my property that no one could dare to touch you, no one. Cause you are mine Min-ah and only mine"Shocked evident on her face
I closed my eyes and kiss her thoroughly. I held her nape so I could kiss her more deeply.After a few sec she kissed me back. I remember the first time I kiss her, she can't move her lips against mine but now she knows how to move her lips
"Am I forgiven ?"I asked after I pulled out the kiss. She pouted. So cute
"Hmm.. Yeah"She did not let me to have opportunity to speak instead she kissed me. You want more deep kisses huh...
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A/N: be guys ready your pretty innocent mind for the next chapter.
Please be openmind and take your own risk <_>
