Living a Lie

The Beginning

This is how it all started. One day my mom decided she wanted to move back home to Alabama after her and my stepdad Ian went left and called it quits , the worst times of me and my siblings lives! I was 11 years old at the time awaiting my 12th birthday. I wasn't really living with my mom at the time I was back and fourth wit my auntie Brenda, my favorite of them all. She was my 2nd Mother the one I could go to and ask for anything I love her. So when my mom decided she wanted to move back to Alabama her and my other to siblings went ahead while I stayed in Georgia with my aunt Brenda. After a couple of months I finally wanted to be with my mom again and I moved to Alabama as well. The day I came back was the day I learned that I made a big mistake because I met my mom new boyfriend mike. He approached me and offered me money , I was a kid I loved money and $40 was a lot to me at 11 years old so why not take the money I thought he was giving a good first impression , you know ! My mother was staying at my aunt shantell's house at the time and that night was crazy , that night ruined my life , it made me angry as a child , it made me look at life differently. That night I stayed at my aunts house with my mother and her new boyfriend for the first time since coming from Georgia. My mom had mad a pallet for us to lie down on for bed. My mom and her boyfriend was supposedly asleep , I laid behind my mother and he laid in front of her while my cousin Poon laid at the other end but in the back of my mom too. I was half way asleep when I felt a rough hand rub me across my thigh , my moms boyfriend was touching me! I freaked out and ran in my other cousins room and started to cry. I didn't know what to do. My cousin poon finally woke up and asked me why I left out and why was I crying. I was in shock this had never happened to me before ,I was confused. I finally opened my sobbing mouth to tell her he had touched me the wrong way , we started to cry together.