lost in your eyes 《Taehyung×reader》

yoongi

~~flashback~~

"Stop it's fucking creepy" the mint haired male stated heartless, although those were only words his words sharper than thorns.
Digging in deeply like a dagger.

"B..but she told me to tell you directly.."

"Well just because she's obsessed doesn't mean I should help you"

This wasn't the first time, it always circled around this one moment. It was like the world repetitively spun around in circles. But with every turn the time went back to how it started, the same pitiful expression on her face. And the same coldness from his eyes.

"What did he say" she ran up to me, I didn't know what to say.
Or what to do, seeing the hidden pain over her face.
You wouldn't be able to bear it ever again.

"The same thing as last time" I answered seeing the cheerful expression fall even though it hadn't changed.

"Im only trying to help him don't you get it" she span around to rest her head against the pearly walls behind her with one deep sorrowful sigh "we were friends ever since I could remember and he doesn't have long left" she took a deep sigh while staring into my eyes.

"F/N I know you worried but why not just let him desi..."

"You want Yoongi to fucking die!! I don't think so. I'll drag his damn ass to the doctors if that's the last thing im going to do, Tae I thought that you out of everyone would understand".

She was always like this, Yoongi this Yoongi that. Maybe it's best if he finally left right? Then she'd finally shut up about his moody ass.

"Then let him die it's not like he has a reason to live right" and with those words I was left with a red hand mark on my cheek and regrets, she ran after him.

Yes, I knew he was there.

He always was.

Fuck what have I done, I shook off my stupid words before turning ready to run after. "w..wait I didn't mean it like.....".

As I turned the corner I saw F/N on the floor with Yoongi in her arms as he laid over the floor,  whispering gently into her ears. But with that, his arm dropped and Y/N started shouting for him to open his eyes, he was laying there with a small sad smile on his face.

"Fuck wake up you idiot!!" I panted as I took out my phone "hello my friend collapsed and isn't breathing!" Her expression was full of fear, she kept letting the raindrops from her eyes fall. They fell and slid off his face, why couldn't I just accept the fact that he is more important.

Why couldn't I just accept what I have instead of reaching something I didn't, with that I not only lost a friend but also something much more.

"Come here please" she cried as she could hear footsteps running towards us, they picked up his lifeless body.

"We are so sorry" was all they could say as she was wrapped in blankets swaying like a child.

~2 days later~

"Unfortunately this was a very traumatising event to her so much so that she's blocking any past memories"

"Tae it's all your damn fault" F/N smacked my head and warned me to never come anywhere near Y/N.

The greed that took over me took away everything that ever meant something to me.

Was it a sin to love, cause it felt like anything that I love left.

~~didnt expect that to happen huh 😂sorry for such a down him chap~~