Subtle Invitation (ForthBeam / TaeTee Fanfic) [Book 1.5 of Make It Real]

Prologue: Mission Impossible

English Translator: stoked_souL

Tee’s POV

“TaeTee! TaeTee!”

The deafening screams and chants by the fans are all I can hear. Actually, I can’t hear anything anymore. All I understand is that they’re cheering for P’Tae and me. This is our first couple fan meeting ever since the series started airing, and now season 1 has just ended.  Now, I can’t stop smiling.

There’s no scientific explanation for what I’m feeling right now, but if there was, I would gladly take an 8-hour long lecture to listen to anyone who can enlighten me.

I guess I’m trembling from the inside, and my spirit is almost about to leave my body hearing how the fans are blending my name with the name of the only guy that I have dreamed of.

Yes, a guy. I said it. I, for sure, am a man, but who cares if I’m talking about another man making my heart beat this fast? Welcome to 2017!

I can see another opportunity to delight myself secretly but just appropriately, so I hug him. Tight. I felt he got a little surprised, but he can’t and won’t do anything about it since we’re surrounded by fans. What he did though made me almost freeze. He hugs me back. Tighter. Heavenly!

What else should I do but to take pleasure in this situation? Why shouldn’t I? I am the appointed Queen of the Servant Wives, so I should enjoy this moment.

I don’t even remember how I’ve gotten this far. As my memory tells me, a few months back, I was just acting out and enjoying being his pretend wife.

I have always thought that I was straight. There were no indications that things would turn out like this. That I would be like this. That one day, I would also long for his attention.

I just woke up one day wanting to know how it feels to be taken care of by one Tae Darvid. Just like how he takes care of Bas.

I am fully aware of the fact that P’Tae has a growing affection for Bas, but I’m sorry because giving up is something I don't do.

Khun Luang is only meant for Khun Ying, and Khun Ying, for Khun Luang. There’s no other way.

You better get ready Khun Luang because we are about to bring #ForthBeam to life from reel to real, and there’s no getting away from me.

You’re going to love me, I swear. I will force myself on you, and you can’t escape me.

But wait! How will I be able to do that if your mere presence can already make my knees feel unsteady? That’s why I can only get around it by being funny. My witty humor has always saved me. Nobody can tell that my feelings are more than what I let on.

I admit I don’t look as cute as Bas for him to like me.

Isn’t it sad? I can never be Bas.

But, hey! I’ll always be Tee.

I’ll just keep on hoping that one day, he’ll notice me as me and… my subtle invitations.