Chapter 2

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by Kizzu_

by Kizzu_

today had not gone your way, nothing but bad luck, you sighed before getting out your lunch from your locker and making your way to the cafeteria

where you locked eyes with the one and only Oikawa, you smiled hoping he's smile his regular smile, but you got nothing, his face looked sad and looked like he was crying for a long time, his eyes were puffy and red and tear stains were on his cheeks

you stopped right at the table he was sitting at and you looked at him confused.

"Oikawa?" you asked concerned. he hesitated before talking.

"(Y-Y/N), My..uh, dad F-Found out About us..and he said that i have to break up with you, Or i leave to America, I don't wanna leave this place, I've lived here my whole life, It's amazing here, and I don't wanna leave you especially, I honestly couldn't bare leaving you, because I Lo-"

"You can't bare leaving me, but you can bare breaking up with me?!" you suddenly shouted, the rest of the kids in the lunch room went quiet and stared at the scene before them, with shocked faces.

"N-No! It's not like that (Y/N)!" he shouted getting up off his seat and walking towards you, he was about to wrap his arms around you, but you reacted and pushed him away.

"Fine, We're over Oikawa.." you said, tears blurred your vision as you slowly walked away, but Oikawa didn't chase you like all the other times..

'I guess he's really done with me...' you thought

Next day~

All you got were glares from the whole school..

you walked through the halls getting bumped by other kids, and more whispers were said, and the rumors, were all too much, but you never showed any emotion that could label you as weak, you were finally at your locker, sighing was all you ever did, you did your combination and opened it, as soon as you did that, junk came flying out and the whole school laughed, you quickly picked everything up and closed your locker, not wanting to get your books, seeing as they were not in your locker, once you made it to class you noticed something..

all your books were spread out, and torn apart in the middle of the class, and giggles were heard from the girls and snickers from the boys, you picked everything up and threw them in the trash before taking your seat, staring out the window, there you could see Oikawa in his Gym class, you sighed before looking up to the board, paying attention to the teacher.

'is this what it feels like to be worthless again..?' you asked yourself..

the rest of the day was all the same, the gossiping, the name calling, the guilt tripping, and the idea of kill yourself was all to familiar..

You threw your bag to the floor before plopping yourself onto your bed and closing your eyes and everything turning black..

a week had passed and your thoughts didn't improve at all, there were tiny voices telling you to end it all, and there times when you would let them speak in your head, today was the day you were going to do it, end your life, knowing very well no one will save you, the bell had rung and it was now time to go home, and it was the perfect time, your parents wont be home til late and your big brother wont be back til tomorrow, once you were home you didn't bother taking off your shoes, you just continued on, your made it to your parents room and finding your dads gun, you examined it before checking if the bullets were in, you checked everything and proceeded putting it up to your head, you were about to pull the trigger before you heard a familiar voice call out your name...

"(Y/N)?!?! where are you?!!" (Brother's NAME) shouted, heard his loud foot steps stop, you looked up seeing your brother out of breath.

"(Y/N) Please don't do this, I honestly couldn't live you killed yourself.." he said breaking into tears. you stood shocked, hearing those words come out of your cold heartless brother, who never acknowledged your presence.

"Please.. just put it down.." he pleaded. you felt the tears well up and you dropped it, falling to your knees and sobbing..

"I'm sorry big brother! I'm sorry for being your useless little brother!" you cried out.

he quickly moved the gun away from you before embracing you.

"(Y/N)?! answer me honey!" your mother shouted, you soon heard more foot steps and there appeared your mom and dad, they sighed in relief before embracing you and your bother.

"Oh! thank god your alright (Y/N)!" your mother cried

"Don't ever do this again!" your father pleaded.

you felt a little disappointed, one other person you texted never showed up..

AAHHHH I UPDATED THIS STORYYYYYYY AHAHAHHSAKSJAKSJAKA

BUT YOU PROBABLY THOUGHT OIKAWA WAS GONNA FIN HIM AHJSAHJHAJKAJJKJAASJAA, AND YA I KNOW THIS IS HORRIBLE AND CRINGEY, i MAKE MYSELF CRINGE, WELL BYE FOR NOW