3 weeks had passed since you tried killing yourself, and you were sent to see a Councillor regularely, which you thought was stupid.
today was a bad day just like any other, you got up and got into your regular attire which consisted of a (Color) t-shirt and (long/Short) (color) pants and your (color) converse, and a (color1 beanie. once you were done getting dressed, you made your way downstairs and you were met with your mom, dad, and your brother quietly eating breakfast, you quietly sat down and didn't bother touching your food.
"Are you not hungry (Y/N)?" your mother asked. at this point you didn't know what your felt anymore..
"I'll eat extra at lunch time." You smiled, your mom said an "Okay" you nodded and made your way to school, by yourself, once you were there, you felt as if all the emotions had disappeared, while at your lockers, you were shoved by students, and names were thrown at you, and you felt a sharp pain in your chest, each time they did it. you sighed after deciding you skip the morning classes, and made your way to the library. you quietly opened the door before peeking in finding no one, once the coast was clear you opened the door fully and went to go sit in the back tables and began reading manga, an hour passed and you began to get bored, you laid your head on the table and falling asleep, silence filled the room, and all you could hear were voices on the other side of the library
"I don't wanna go to that stupid party of yours." Oikawa Said
"Oh come on Oikawa, It's just one party." the voice said.
"I said no." he said, sounding angry, "Guess i better read some ma-" he was stopped mid sentence when he noticed you were sleeping, he felt the urge to wake you up but he couldn't, he walked up to you, moving some of your (Messy/Neat/curly etc) (Color) hair out of your face, your lashes rest against your (s/t) cheeks, and your parted lips, were all too much for him. (btw hes like leaning right over you) the bell rang scaring you awake, you quickly lifted your head, only to collide with someone's face, you growled and turned around ready to yell at the person, but you stopped, fear creeping up inside you.
"Oikawa? what are you doing here?" you said standing up, he hesitated, getting more and more nervous.
"I-Im sorry, for letting my father get between us." he said looking down, you stayed silent not knowing what to say, you looked down too, but noticed tears falling, you looked up to see Oikawa crying
"I can't live without you.." he said, his voice wavering, more tears falling.
you hesitated before answerring.
"Oikawa..I"
AYYYE YA BOI IS BACK WITH ANOTHER CHAPTER.
You: did this loser finally update?
ME: YEAH I DID, YA PROUD?
and again a million times, sorry for any mistakesss
YOU ARE READING
The words I Never Got to say - OikawaxM!Reader DISCONTINUED!
FanfictionLove isn't always easy, Oikawa knew that, so did you..