In the end, they say it was all contracted. That we had used one another for fame.
It's true...we were contracted. We did what our mangers wanted us to do. Our social media and our outings together—they were all staged. That is how it works in Hollywood. When you want to be famous you have to sacrifice everything.
When we were together we didn't speak. We never communicated unless our mangers requested it.
We dated other people on the down low. Nobody knew because our mangers made sure of that.
I think people thought we were in love and that we were truly happy. They thought that we had our happily ever after with one another, but that was never the case. They never suspected, even once, that perhaps none of what we had was...real.
Then we staged our break up. And suddenly there was no happily ever after. People claimed that because of our break up...none of it was true.
I didn't care because I never really thought much for love. I only believed in heart ache because that is what I had experienced. I never really loved him and he never cared for me.
It was when I discovered contracted relationships that I found nothing was ever real. I accepted that, I accepted all of this.
It's not like love truly exists. It's just not possible. I'm not the only one who has experienced this. I'm not alone.
Now I must move on with my life so here goes nothing.
