Tom X Tord (Pathetic world.)

Chapter 3

Tom's pov

Shit Edd is already asking about what happend last night. I ended up telling Edd that he fell asleep on me and he's still asleep we can go wake him up and ask how he's feeling. With that in mind he agreed and started heading over to his room.

Tords pov

I woke up with a pain in my gut but I just ignored it until I tryed to move. It hurt so bad I just wanted to curl up in a ball. What is wrong with my body. It's so weak. This is not the time to feel pain so I force myself up out of bed and walked to the door. Right then and there the door swings open and hits me and causes me to hit the ground.

Tom's pov

I just hit Tord with a door. My god I should have knocked first. I helped him off the floor and ask if he was ok and he just said "never been better". Well anyways I told Tord that Edd was making breakfast and we wanted to come make sure your up. When I said that Edd was out the door back to the kitchen to make sure everything is alright.

Tords pov

I got off the floor with the help of Tom but I wasn't really hungry. I went in the kitchen with Tom and sat down. Edd handed us are plates but I just couldn't eat so before anything I told them I was running to the bathroom. The plan was go there and hope that everyone finish their food by the time I'm back. So now I'm just sitting in the bathroom bored out of my mind when the bad thoughts can back at the worst time. Tell one of the voices hit me hard " if you cut yourself we will be quiet again". That seemed so attempting and fuck it I'm going to try it. I grabbed a razor blade and some gauze. I started cuting acrossed my wrist over and over again tell I felt like it was ok to stop. At this point there were 15 cut on both wrists. I go to the sink and wash my arms and started wraping it with gauze. I took my hoodie sleeves and covered my arm. I walked back out to the kitchen to my luck. Tom and Edd were done eating so I took my food and throw it away.

Tom's pov

I started to get worried for Tord that goof ball doesn't now how much I care for him. Well I do hide the fact that I like him and all but I just want to see him happy with out us getting into a fight and that good mood fades.
Then I see Tord walk into the living room were Edd and I are and sits down to talk with us.

Tords pov

I wanted to apologize about last night getting worked up over a silly dream and all that. So I started to get there attention and ones I had it I said " I'm sorry if I cause you to trouble last night, you don't have to worry about me it was just a draem that scard me nothing more nothing less". When I looked up at there eyes I was struck by to gazes that were of pity and sorrow. And that's when I went back to my room.

Yep this is chapter 3 please enjoy and sorry for any grammer errors.