A blissful encounter.

The headway.

It happened all of a sudden that I started enjoying with people as much as I Could. Frustrated with own self I started giving up slowly on myself. Every pain after then felt nothing to me.

Days passed, I met someone whom I never in my dreams thought would end up being my world. My thoughts were too cynicist before I met him. But then slowly and gradually I found myself changing.

"I feel myself changing. I no longer care about anyone or anything, anymore. Like few weeks ago I was too deeply concerned about anything and everything, but not now, and that's a beautiful feeling. I don't talk much to people and I'm no more cynicist now, it feels good. But it's the question of how long it's going to last for that still keeps me on the edge of anxiety. Lately, I've been loving food way too much and I can find myself in a place where no one will no longer like me; this is beautiful too. I can't connect with people without feeling awkward and this says something. Maybe my trust issues or maybe I don't want anyone to know too much about me, to think they know a lot about me. I feel its easier to write how I feel than to talk to people how I feel. I don't like being rumored about,people see what I show them,its time I start concealing myself from the world again."

I never thought neither did I feel that I'm gonna be loved till I cannot breathe. I've never seen a person more gentle, calm yet loving and caring than him. He's someone who has really made me happy. Happy ending? Yes he became my happy ending since then.