When you hangout with someone you love or hangout with friends sometime you think your just imagining things but when you see them smiling with someone else you just walk the other direction but they called out your name and grab you saying "hey I called your name did you hear me?" Shaking your head saying "sorry I was thinking of something." They smile and give you that warmth feeling as they walk you try to say something but in your mind you just keep telling yourself that their just out your reach cause they live in a different world that you see. Yet you try your best to look at a distance with a brave smile that tears falling down on your face. Even though i know i don't stand a chance being close to you i just get in the way of your one-sided feeling's for that person that you admire of wanting to have the same as me when i look at you. Sometimes you want to say "I cant stand this its too painful to watch i just want to make you happy even though you're far out of my reach i just cant look away i always see that painful smile of yours even if you are lying or hiding it i would care so please look at me a little more." but in the reality you couldn't say it cause you don't have the courage to say it to them but deep inside yourself you just want to grab them and hug them. So for now you just walk away and silent cry knowing you just cant have them and are out of your reach even if you express your feelings towards them you just know what the outcome will be. But then one day you are at some place quite and they called out your name and you look at them waving at them. They sat down next to you and took a deep breathe for some air. It became awkward between you two since the last time you guys hangout alone. Then they say "Can i have some advice?" you say "sure." knowing what it will be. They say "Well a friend that likes someone but they like someone else and they want to confess their feelings towards them even though they know the answer will be." you just listen and think for a answer to his question so you "Then express they should express their feelings i mean how do i explain this hmm........ well for example for me i have someone i like but they like someone else even though i know I'm far out of their reach i still look at them at a distance with a smile on my face even if its painful to watch ill always be there for a shoulder to lean on if they get reject or feeling down. But still if they don't feeling the same way then its time to say goodbye to my one-sided feelings and put a brave smile on my face the next time i see them. And someday some where at a distance someone will notice you and your feelings and confess their feelings towards you. Well is that what you're looking for?" They smile and stretched their arms and look at the view turning their head towards you saying" I'm glad i have you cause you always help me when i need some advice." They smiled and you got the pain in your chest and smile saying "Aha your welcome." As you wave and part ways you stop and look at them while they walking thinking to yourself "Good luck with your confession." as you turn back and keep on walking. Until the next day it was peaceful day you had some fresh air as you walk inside but you see the person you like coming your way you panic and run back and hide keeping quite. As they walk in and you try to say hi but someone else came by so you turn back and just peek a little.
Them:"Sorry for taking your time i know you were busy today."
Their one sided like:"No its fine really what did you need to talk about?" you look at their expression knowing they will say it.
Them:"i-i-i i'm in love with you! I always have i want to make you happy everyday!"
Their one-sided like:" Ohh wow i don't know what to say." they was silence for a while until they began to spoke. "I'm sorry but i have someone i like and they like me back still I'm glad to hear that you had so much courage to say that to me ill remember this day i hope you find someone that will accept your feelings when you confess your feelings." They smiled saying "I wish you the best of happiness to your love life ." they smiled as they walk away it was just you and the person like. They sighed deeply saying "Rejected but still i have to put a brave smile today and accept it." they turn with a brave smile on their face leaving you alone silence. You just sat down and think what happened and hearing their unrequited confession. You just yell out "I'm gonna say it to them!" as you smile and enough courage to say you walk with a smile on your face. The next day you went early as you see them with a smile on their face at a distance you took a deep breathe and call out their name as they turn their head around they walk up to you as you heart was beating fast you say" Can we talk later?" as you close your eyes they say "Sure." with a smile on their face they walk back towards their friends. You smiled and walk into opposite directions. later on you went up to where they confess their unrequited feelings they surprise you form behind and they laughed. You took a deep breathe as you heart was beating fast then you finally you say it. "I like you! i mean i heard what what happen the other day i just want to you know that i like you even at a distance you will always be my admire and the person i like since that time when you came by even though you far out of my reach i will always be here for you." They stood there as silent figuring out what to say to you.
Them:"Wow aha you heard my confession i don't know what to say but I'm sorry i need some time to think about this." they smiled as you put a brave smile saying "its fine don't worry about it take your time." As they walk past you, you let out your tears and cry silently knowing what their answer will be and have to accept it. As you wipe your tears you pinch your cheeks and smile. As the day ended you walked until you bump into them you turn your head feeling that if they look at your eyes they will know that you been crying for them yet you want to hear their answer so you took a deep breathe and smile and listen to what they have to say then put a brave smile on your face.
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I always think that whenever I'm with someone but I just keep it to myself and put a brave smile on my face. 😊 Also I'm a big fan of Honeyworks <3 Sorry if this story is long but i wanted to make this story with my feelings and how its hard to to be with someone or look at someone at a distance who's out of your reach.
