The Itty Bitty Box ~Jaegan~

Part Six

~Raegan's P.O.V.~

We were singing in the car with full volume, the song was from High School Musical😂 He knew all the frackin words, I didn't.. oops. We got to my house, I ran up got some clothes and went. Kale and Jack left a note saying that they left.. I grabbed the itty bitty box, while I was there. I casually walked over to Justin's house since he LEFT me i my house! My boyfriend left me! Awwe I called him my boyfriend😊. I walk in a see Danny and Justin talking and stuff and their dad watching the new scary movie that was out. I kissed Justin on the forehead and asked his dad if I could join, he said yes and handed me some popcorn. I sat and watched until it was over, (cause that's what you do when you watch movies)
Justin says that he wants to talk to me in his room, we get in and sit on his bed.. He gets on my lap and starts talking about school, ugh school starting in 3 days... ughhhhh! I lay him down and ask if he wants to take a nap? He says yeah and gets all comfy in the covers, he slowly drifts off into sleep, I do as well after a couple things, I get comfy, I cuddle him and I whisper that I love him, wow we just got into a relationship and I already love him. I mean how can you not love this human being?! I fall into the best dream ever! Wait it's taking a turn.. Oh no.. Justin is being kidnapped, I'm tied to a chair.. I can't save him. I wake up from my dream crying my eyes out, Justin asks what's wrong and I just say "bad dream". We get up and get dressed cause his dad wants to take us to a family thingy, I tried to tell that I can stay at my house, he wants me to come to because he thinks I'M THE ONE FOR JUSTIN! Why? I'm a horrible person, I'm stupid, not cute, why does Justin even like me?

~Trigger Warning~ *You can skip this part if you want to*

I get so sad that I run up to the bathroom upstairs with Justin chasing after me. I lock myself in and look for something sharp.. I look in the cabinets, I found what I would never thought I'll find in Justin's cabinets.. Blades... I get ever sadder by looking at them, I grab one not even looking at  the small tub of them.. I cut 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, right when I was going to cut 6, I hear banging on the door of the bathroom.. I wash my arm and cover it with my sweatshirt.. Right when I walk out Jay hugs me so tight, I couldn't hug back cause he was hugging my arms too. It hurt so bad.. Oh crap! My sweatshirt's white.. He releases and looks up at me, all I do is look at my sleeve, great they are starting to bleed though.. I run back in the bathroom and grab a black sweatshirt and ace bandages. I rap my arm in the bandages and change my clothes, I then walk out seeing Jay looking at the ground, I saw a tear leave his eye to the floor. I hug him, tell him I'm okay.. Lie. I'm not.. Dang he knew I lied. He stares me in the eyes with annoyance, he lifts up my sleeves and starts tearing up from what I did. He looks at me and whispers "why?"

R: I was thinking that I wasn't good for you and that I'm mean, dumb, ugly...

J: Babbbbbeeee NO YOU ARE NOT!!! You are sweet, loyal, intelligent, ADORABLE!

He pulls me down to his level.

J: Don't *peck* You *peck* Ever *peck* Say that *peck* about *peck* Yourself!

That was cute! I nod and kiss him for about 30 seconds, his dad yells at us to get in the car.

~Justin's P.O.V.~

We get in the car, Raegan and I are in the back, Danny's in the front. Me and Rae keep looking into each others eyes, I text him saying that he is the "Bestest boyfriend EVER!  ". I don't care if we just got into the relationship yesterday, I'm happier then ever! I brought my back pack because one of my aunt's is like I don't know, person who can 'see' things, I know who crazy it sounds but she predicted that hurricane Irma would happen, well just what she was right. In my back pack is both of the itty bitty boxes, I want to show her, after or before I'm going to ask my dad if he ever got something like this. We arrive to my grandparents house, Raegan gets out before me, i was texting Damon in Minnesota, we were planning on what week he can visit. Raegan opened and handed me his hand.. Awe cutie! I grab his hand and walk in the living room, everyone is oOoOing at Raegan when he walked in, the good oooing though, My uncle came up and asked who Rae was, he knows I'm gay, so I told him that he's my boyfriend. (Half of Justin's Family lives in Maryland i you were wondering. Just in the story)  I introduce Raegan to my family, he wonders off to talk to my grandma, in the mean time I search for my dad. Once I found him, I drag him into the guest room and pull out the boxes.