The Itty Bitty Box ~Jaegan~

Part Nine

Justin's P.O.V.

Today I was flying back to Minnesota to visit Damon and the rest of the family... I'm still heartbroken about the whole Raegan thing. I get up and sigh at the sight of my itty bitty box, that supposedly thinks that I belong with Rae.. gan.. HE'S NOT MY BOYFRIEND!!! I shouldn't be calling him that! UGH! I get up and viciously pack my bags for the 1 week trip... Raegan, Damon, and the rest of them doesn't know that I'm going. I brush my teeth, throw on back ripped jeans and a Marilyn Monroe sweatshirt and head out the door with Danny... I was going to text Raegan but I reminded myself thats he's a cheating dirtbag! Right when I left iMessages, he texted me

*TEXTS BELOW*

Raegan   : Hey... I want to explain the whole Library thing... Please answer me...

Justin    : Why should I let you explain! I'm pretty sure what I saw was true...

Justin     : goodbye raegan.

I ended the conversation, got out of the car and entered the airport. Danny trailed behind me, then asked me what's wrong. I explain the whole story while we waited for the calling of the plane being boarded in 1 hour. I was in the middle of the story and I started tearing up a bit... Moments later a tall human being stood right in front of me, I didn't see their face because I was looking down, but I knew who it was cause of their shoes.

red.....

high....

top...

sneakers..

Raegan.

I look up and the floodgates magical open. He picks me up and takes me to the nearest bathroom while a Dan looked over my stuff. He took us into the family bathroom so no one will walk in.. He explains very thing and tries to make it up but I've been hurt so much that I don't believe my soulmate.. Which is bad but I think the Boxes are wrong...

I say I have to get to my flight and have an amazing life Raegan...

I stumble out of the bathroom to the hallway of the plane.. Danny and I find our seats and drift off to sleep with the sound of my phone ringing.

3 Hours later

I wake up to Danny shaking me, that brought back memories of moving to Maryland, but those days are over. I step out and follow Danny to the food court. I check my phone while he's getting food. I see a notification that Raegan went live.. So I logged in as a fake user, plugged my earbuds in and watched his adorable face. What am I saying! He cheated on me! 

We get to Damon's house, we just hung out the whole night. I set my phone in Damons room while we talked in the basement, cause I knew I would be getting tons, millions of calls and texts from Raegan.

**TRIGGER WARNING**

To be honest I wished we worked out but it didn't. I loved him so much! My eyes begin to get watery, I run up to Damon's room and lock the door.. My phone wasn't in there. The box was sitting where my phone was supposed to be. I slowly walk towards it while Danny and Damon were banging on the door. The only things in it was a new picture of Raegan and ONE quote. This wasn't the normal Raegan, not happy, joyful Rae. Sad, lonely, depressed Rae. This photograph was normal still because it was moving, Raegan was moving, like a video stuck in a picture. He was sitting against his bathroom wall, with his cuts showing... I slid my finger to 'fast forward' the video.. He brings something up to his arm and slices it. I fall to the ground in terror that I cause him to to this! I did this! I DID! I stomp to the bathroom and angrily search for a razor. I couldn't find one so I slam my elbow into the mirror and grab a piece of broken glass. Danny outside the door yells "JUSTIN NO! STOP!! TALK TO US!!!" I didn't care. I cut and cut and cut.... 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. I stop because I feel dizzy.... Moments later I black out.. The last thing I saw was Danny and Damon bursting into the bathroom.. But the single thing only mind was Raegan.

5 Hours Later

I wake up and shout our for Raegan, a person tries to calm me down but it's not Rae, cause he has a specific touch. I shove this person off and start screaming for him. Danny said that he will call him for me.. I hear the phone ring and go to voice mail. I start crying even more. Danny dials him again and his mom answers.

Raegan's Mom: Hey sweetie. Raegan's in the hospital, he was blacked out in the bathroom bleeding from the wrist, he's sleeping right now. I'm sorry honey.

Danny: Hey this is Danny, Justin's twin. Justin's in the same situation. He locked himself in a room, on the floor sobbing and then ran to the bathroom, and um slit his wrist open. He blacked out as well..

Raegan's Mom: Oh, I'm so sorry! What happened that made this occur.

Danny: Um about that kinda your son...

Raegan's Mom: What happened!

Danny: Long story, but they broke up and then the day after which is today Justin had to visit Minnesota... 

Raegan's Mom: OH MY GOD. Wow... We'll see Justin soon right?

Danny: Yes. I need to go, Justin's fighting with Damon.

*JUSITN'S POV*

I kept yelling at Damon where Rae was, I caused all this to happen!! UGH! Danny runs over and telling Raegan is in the hospital sleeping. I burst out crying. I demand Damon to give me the box. He tells me what box?  NO! I plunge out my IV's and get up, everyone's yelling at me to lay back down, I keep looking. FOUND IT! In the closet how I first found it. Nurses burst in and force me on the bed. I don't let go to the box, I open it and all thats in there is a new picture of Rae, same thing its moving, he's sleeping... wait.. His mom's running over, theres a loud beeeeeeeppppp that fills the whole room. He's dying! He's losing blood, the box turns blood red to black. He's gone. My baby's.... gone...

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Raegan's gone... For now! I updated OMG!! To answer your questions, NO Raegan's still here and YES he died... Maybe... Stay TUUUNNNEDDD!!!