Despite the title, this is gonna be "deep." Or whatever. Frytze and Emmaispan have wrote "letters" to their parents about things they feel that they couldn't say to their face. Now, mine is much shorter, but I just wanna put this out there to support you guys.
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Dear Parents,
I know you just want to be there for me. I know. But that doesn't change how I feel about what you've done. You've yelled at me for every flaw, feeling, and insecurities that I ALREADY have about my self.I already tell myself how rude, obnoxious, blunt, and downing I am to my self every night. I don't need you adding on to that weight.
I don't skip meals, I don't cut, I don't do anything drastic. But if I want to be by myself, nothing but my Internet friends and Hamilton soundtrack, then please let me! How wrong is it to have some ALONE time.
But here's the kicker. Every day my life is a repetitive cycle. You're the cause of it. (This was from a PM to a friend)
Also, how do I say that I'm not a she. I wish you could call me they.How do I say that maybe I didn't actually do something on purpose. Maybe it was a mistake. But no. Humans can't make those. Only you can. But I can't. That makes complete sense.
At least, when I was 8 it did.
Shipping gay couples doesn't mean I'm gay.
Have told you I've been harassed by someone my age? I know how terrible it feel to have that kind of pain. Being forced to do things you don't want to do. IT FELT LIKE I WAS A PUPPET. I don't need that from you.
I'm on my iPad too much? When I'm on my iPad, the worst I can feel is some fictional characters dying. It's better then having to fight again.
It wasn't that long. But I don't care about my problems. If you have problems, please PM me. I'm always here.
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