"Sarah you need to eat your dinner" my mom is always telling me I need to eat my dinner, I don't want to though and she can't make me. "I'm not hungry yet mom. I'll eat it later I promise" I'm not gonna eat it later. I'm not gonna eat it at all. My mom always told me I was skinny but I'm not. My mind likes to tell me otherwise. Every time I go to eat Ana tells me I'll get fat. I know if I eat I'll get fat but sometimes it just happens and Ana makes me do 25 laps of my street. I hate it but it'll make me skinny. I weigh 50 pounds and I'm 5'4. My ribs and hips poke out heaps but I like it. It's reassuring, it tells me I'm losing weight. I don't like to gain weight. Food is the enemy. I can do it. Fat. Worthless. Ugly. You can't do it. You'll never reach your goal. You'll stay fat forever. DON'T EAT!
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Broken minds
De TodoThis is a book about many different disorders and what goes on in the minds of the people with them. Each chapter is a different disorder. please enjoy. *TRIGGER WARNING*
