you're ready for the best day of your life shawn - I said while finishing his tie - you'll have your own house with your own family -I was about to crack my voice.
I had always been in love with him, but he just see me as his best friend, the shoulder he can lean on, the one that will always be there for him, but the thing is he was about to get married and no one can help that.
Y/n are you ok? You've been looking away for 5 minutes it's everything alright? -I look at him about to tell what I was feeling, till Brian, his best friend gets in the room-
shawn it's almost time. - I look at brian and he look back at me, he always knew how I love shawn, seems like everybody knew except him.
thank you so much for being here today y/n I really appreciate it, again thank you - he said grabbing my hands
tears began to fall down my cheeks, I was about to loose everything.
TELL HIM THE TRUTH Y/N PLEASE! - We both turn around to look at Brian who didn't left the room - SAY THAT YOU LOVE HIM.
What's he talking about y/n? -shawn looked at me, I'll kill brian.
brian can you leave us alone please? - I said while taking a deep breath. He leaves the room and I began. - shawn, I couldn't help it, I tried everything to forget this, to leave this feeling but nothing worked, I remember when I fall of my bike in the park and you were the one who helped me,the boy of 10 years who helped with my nightmares, the first "heartbreak" you were there, when my parents got divorced you were there shawn, you always did so how could I help it? and look at us now 23 years old and I still loving you. -tears were running down my cheeks.
Y/n y/n y/n. oh my god, yoy know I never had doubts about my love for that woman who's waiting outside, but now, should I do it, should I get the rest of my life with her? I LOVED YOU WHILE WE WERE IN HIGH SCHOOL Y/N I tried everything too and I thought I forgot you but now, now I feel can't do this anymore.
Then don't, I know it sounds selfish but don't. Let's go and have our own lif- there he kissed me, lips were sync he grabbed my waist - I love you Y/n. Let's get out of here.
I don't know if it sucks but here it is.
