do you really love me
if there is anyone like you
then why would you let me endure such pain
all the more reasons for you to not exist
i give you chances and you never change
why do you create us then leave us alone
why dont you care
why the fuck am i here
huh
would it even matter if i died
you gave me a hell of a life
do you know how easy it would be to swallow a few more pills
or a knife gets mysteristly put in my chest
why did you make me so ugly and fat
i sit in the church pews and everyone is
pretty
skinny
smart
but i am not
why the fuck would you let me endure such pain
i fucking hate you
