People say I laugh a lot.
If you laugh you don't cry.
If you laugh you don't die.
If you laugh you don't want to punch somebody in the face.
If you laugh you understand yourself better than you thought.
When I laugh, I laugh as a replacement of crying.
When I laugh or make a joke that makes somebody else laugh it makes me not think of putting a knife to my throat or set up that rope above my head to that chair underneath me that I can just kick to make my last life decision.
I make you laugh because it honestly makes me feel better.
I laugh a lot to show pain you can't beat me.
I Cry to let out all my anger not my sadness.
I've never been sad. Only furiated.
I've never been happy. No one is.
Everyone laughs but they're not happy.
Everyone cries but they're not sad.
Everyone laughs a lot because if they don't they die. That's me.
