Larry One-Shots

Weaker

A/N: this prompt made me want to jump off a cliff but SKSNSKANZZKZ

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Weaker

Harry couldn't be more angrier than right now. He gripped the note in his hand as he re read it. He looked at Louis hanging body and screamed at him cuss words. "You can't fuckin leave me you bastard" harry cried out as he shamefully punched the wall. He leaned his head against the wall as tears dripped down his cheeks. he shakily went to his phone and called 911. After he told the people where he was and to hurry, sobs racked his body. He crawled to Louis and cut his body down, bringing Louis head into his lap. Harry put his forehead against Louis cold forehead and cried. He screwed his eyes shut as he caressed his lovers pale cheeks. "I-I love you so so much Lou. W-why. You know I'm n-not strong enough to just m-move on. You we-we're my one and only" harry choked out. Harry bit his knuckle and screamed. The paramedics barged into the room to be faced with a sobbing man and a dead man. "Sir, please step a side" a paramedic told harry. "I should've said yes!!" Harry screamed out as he desperately gripped Louis shirt. Paramedics tried prying harry off of Louis so they can try to save Louis. Finally, a man with dark brown hair got harry off of Louis. Harry scurried to a corner of his and Louis room and cried violently. "LOUIS I LOVED YOU" harry yelled before he blacked out

-2 Weeks Later-

Harry sat front row. He looked at the wall ahead of him. Facial expression empty. Liam looked worriedly at his long time best mate. He knew what happened. Harry came home late and Louis got mad. They started fighting until Louis screamed that he wanted a baby. Harry said no saying that Louis wasn't ready for that. Liam always heard Louis talking about a future with harry. Liam wiped away his tears and approached harry. He put his hand on his shoulder and squeezed it. "We all loved him.." Liam started before he got interrupted by harry saying "no. I don't love him. If he doesn't lo-love me then I d-don't love him. You don't leave someone you love" harry sobbed out. He then stood up fast, cheeks red, tears brimming his eyes and walked towards Louis coffin."You bastard!!!! You left me!!!!!!" Harry screamed out to Louis lifeless body. Liam looked at harry, fuming. He took long steps over to Harry and pulled him away. He got Harry to go outside and against the brick walls. Niall and Zayn were trailing behind Liam, fuming as well due to Harry's out burst. "Don't you dare fuckin say that. He did love you" Liam spat in his face. "doon't you dare say that" Liam said softer as he released his grip on Harry. Liam stood back and shook his head. He turned around and walked away, Niall and Zayn following behind.

-5 Days Later-

Harry bounced his knee nervously. He glanced at the razor and two bottles filled with pills. "Lou, i am sorry. I wanted to have a baby with you. I wanted to desperatly marry you as well. i wanted to grow old with you. i miss you. and im weaker without you. Very much weaker without you." Harry said, tears dripping down his face. He looked at his hands, then around the room. He sighed and got up to his desk. He grabbed a piece of paper and a pen, writing what he needed to, hoping one of the boys would find it. Harry felt a soft hand go over to his. Harry glanced up to see blue eyes and soft brown hair. "Louis!" Harry cried out. "Yes love. I'm here."  Louis said, tears going down his face. "I c-can't go on wi-without you" Harry said, tears making him choke it out. "You have to stay strong. I love you" Louis said as he started fading away. "No! Don't leave me again!!" Harry said as tears started running down his face. Harry grabbed a bottle of pills and took them dry. Louis started becoming more solid. "I'm not letting you get away from me again" Harry wheezed out. Louis put his hand up to his mouth and let silent tears go down his face. "Harry!!! You are killing yourself!" Louis yelled out to the sadden boy. "I know. But i can't have you leave me. I am weaker without you" Harry said as he took out his phone and sent a text to Liam saying goodbye. "I am not letting you go this time" Harry choked out as he took the last bottle. "Harry!" Louis cried out. Harry took the razor and and engraved two words in his wrist. The green eyed boy collapsed to the floor. "I love you Louis. I wanted a future with you" Harry said with his last breath. Louis leaned over Harry's almost dead body. "I love you too my curly boy and i'll see your green eyes soon" By the time the paramedics that Liam called got to harrys house, he was dead.

Liam frantically swung Harry's front door open. "Harry!!!" He called out nervously. He saw paramedics rush pass him into Harry's and Louis old room. He broke out in a sprint and ran in the room. He saw Harry with deep cuts on his wrist that said  I'm sorry and two empty pill bottles next to him. His cuts were still bleeding badly and his mouth had foam. Liam looked away, not able to look at his best mate dead. He wiped at his eyes furiously before having his vision blurry completely. Liam saw a white paper on Harry's desk. He shakily walked over to the desk and read the note.

Boys (Liam, Niall, Zayn);

I love you guys crazy. You three were my brothers and sometimes father so i wont do anything stupid. I am sorry i just left you guys. but i cannot be in a world where louis is not here. Speaking of louis, he is right next to me now. I miss his small hands and soft hair and sparkling blue eyes. I am going to cut this very short since louis is fading and i cant loose him again.

love,

harry

Liam fell to the floor and sobbed. "Is he going to be okay?" Harry asked Louis from where they sat cuddling on Harry's bed. Harry glanced up at Louis. "I dont know.." Louis said thoughtfully. Harry nodded his head and cried. "Love, why are you crying" Louis asked as he looked down at his curly hair lover. "I never realised how much i missed being in your arms and hearing your voice" Harry said as his green eyes hit louis blue ones. Louis gave him a weak smile and kissed him. Liam looked over his knees and saw two figures looking into each others eyes, smiling. Liam choked out a sob with a smile and sat down on the bed, looking at the two figures. "You assholes better haunt the lads and i" Liam sobbed out. Louis and Harry glanced at their best mate and a small sad smile reached their lips. 

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By far.

This is my favourite one shot i ever wrote.

i wrote this crying omfg

-trin x