~Chapter 17~

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"I know it, love." Harry said as he leaned down, he took the great step that he decided to take a few weeks later. But was just too hard to resist those baby lips of Louis. However, his heart was beating so fast with the fear that the next moment Louis' gonna move back declining Harry's kiss and the whole moments they had were gonna ruin forever.

To Harry's surprise, Louis didn't even move a little bit, instead he opened his lips a bit and calmly closed his eyes. 

A smile appeared on Harry's lips, knowing Louis wants the same thing he wanted. As he leaned in, he felt a soft push on his chest and when he opened his eyes, he found Louis looking down while his hand was stopping Harry to lean in and kiss him.

"Wha-"

"I don't think it's right." Louis whispered.

"I- uh, I am s-sorry I didn't m-mean to uh..to make you uncomfortable." Harry said as he quickly moved back and sat straight. 

"I am sorry." Louis said as he got up and started walking.

"Uh...Louis?" Harry called, not wanting him to leave. 

"Yeah?" Louis turned 

"Umm, thanks for...," Harry looked around gesturing to the beautiful site, "for all of this.."

"Oh it's fine, it was not a big deal," Louis said a he turned again,

"Lou?" Harry said again making Louis skip a heartbeat, he couldn't remember when was the last time some one called him with this much care in their tone.

"Yea?"

"umm, I- uh...I hope..that..- that whatever happened won't um won't effect our relatio- uhh our friendship, right?" Harry asked, he was surprised, how could he fumble this much.

"Not at all I guess, thanks to you to for making me feel better." Louis said and left, Harry couldn't see  him anymore, it was like he got invisible again.

For making me feel better 

The words stormed in Harry's mind, did he really made him feel better? Or did he just ruined everything with that attempt to kiss him. How can he be so stupid! 

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"Lou? Are you fine?" Niall asked as he saw Louis slowly walking to his room, with his head down, in his deep thoughts. Louis mumbled a small 'yeah' before entering the room. Niall knew he should give him space, that's what he always do. But, he was sort of anxious by Louis' condition now, he played patient but now it was enough, it was hurting him seeing Louis like this. 

"No, tell me what happened?!" Niall said, 

"Nothing...I am fine...." Louis said from his room.

"Louis. William. Tomlinson!, get your ass back here this instant!"  Niall said.

Louis came out the room a moment later, with big confused eyes, with a hint of fear. He has never encountered bossy Niall. 

"Are you fine?" Niall asked again,

"I-I am..." Louis said in a convincing tone,

"Where were you?" Niall asked folding his arms

"At the lake...with.." Louis said,

"With?" Niall asked walking closer,

"With the pixies....and..." 

"And?" a smile appeared on Niall's face, he knew Louis ever meet pixies when he is happy.

"And...uh...Harry..." Louis said.

"Wha- I knew it! He left right after you did!" Niall said, clapping his hands together.

"You knew it?" Louis asked in confusion.

"Well, yeah...he is more caring around you...and you are weird around him..." Niall said.

"Yeah..." Louis said looking down.

"So? Is there something going on?" Niall said sitting on the couch gesturing Louis to sit as well.

"What? No!," Louis said, "Well...may be..." he said as he sat down..

"Tell me!" Niall said sitting more comfortably.

"Alright...there is nothing much...I just found him cute first..may be..may be I had a tiny crush on him..but then, I was not sure if he was gay or not....but....today...when we were at the lake...he sort of tried to kiss me...." Louis said, there was this unconscious shine in his eyes.

"What!? Did you kiss back!?" Niall asked in excitement.

  "No! Are you stupid!? I can't kiss him! I am not at all ready for a new relation.. to go through that all again! I don't even know what I am feeling right now!" Louis said rubbing his temples.

"Are you sad?" Niall asked.

"Nope!" 

"Are you happy?"

"May be..."

"Are you confused?"

"I am! Yes! Very, very confused!" Louis said.

"I think you should go for it" Niall said,

"Are you fucking stup-"

"You feel happy round him don't you?"

"Well, actually I do... we spent like two hours together and Tryston's thought never crossed my mind, not even once! We laugh, we talked....and then he tried to kiss me! and..oh my god! I ruined it! It was perfect!" Louis said, as his eyes got widened.

"There you go..."

"But... I am not sure Ni... I don't want to feel anything.... not for anyone...I don't wanna go through all of that again.. I-I... I am.. I am scared.." Louis said, 

"There's nothing scary Lou, I'd rather call it beautiful, Harry might be a jerk sometimes, but he has got a pure heart, I can feel it. The way he looks at you laugh, way he shows care for you..everything! and believe me I am not the only one who noticed this." Niall said..,"I don't think he will break your heart Lou, He seems quite genuine and he fucking cares for you!" he continued.

"Well, may be I should give it a chance?" Louis said with uncertainty.

"Most defiantly!" Niall said,

"I guess, I should talk to him then," Louis said looking at the door.

"Not now you idiot! It's late, talk to him tomorrow okay?" Niall said,

"Yeah...Thanks..." Louis said, as Niall gave him a fake glare...

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Louis entered the school, he could feel his blood rushing through his veins, he was excited to talk to Harry, he was not sure what would he "talk" about, but left it for the moment to decide. He was feeling a bit scared, and without company of Niall, it was just worse. Niall didn't come to school, he had medical issues, or may be he had some test he wasn't prepared for.

Louis walked down the hallway, towards the lockers. His heart stopped for a second, his body froze, and his mind was like spinning. He saw Harry. And some other guy. His name was Derek may be. He was intensely kissing Harry against the locker.

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Yeah, I know, after a long time, I am so sorry I was busy with moving stuff. I am pretty tired now cause of all the shifting so, please don't mind my mistakes... 

Love you all, xoxo!

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