Bad Vampire ~ A Larry Stylinson Fantasy Fan-fic

~Chapter 18~

Louis did the first thing came to his mind, he took off. He went straight way to his house.

"Wha-what happened!?" Niall asked with panic as he saw Louis with red teary eyes standing at the door, breathing heavily.

"You were wrong! You were fucking wrong!" he screamed.

"What are you talking about!? Come inside!"

"Harry was kissing some one else! A boy! Derek! And it seemed intense! What do you have to say about it!?" Louis said as a tiny unnoticeable sob left his mouth.

"Wha- That's not possible! You must be mistaken! He must be someone else but Harry..." Niall said as he tried to get up from the couch.

"I am sure he was Harry, now if you just excuse me.." Louis said calmly as he walked towards his room.

"Lou..wait...please? Are you fi-"

"I will be fine Niall, don't worry... just tired.. I need some rest." Louis said and walked into his room shutting and locking his door behind.

The image of Harry and Derek was spinning around Louis' mind... and it was painful, however, the more painful thing was, Louis couldn't explain why was he so affected by Harry? Why was he feeling betrayed? He was not even his boyfriend, he can kiss whosoever he wants to kiss! Why would that affect Louis? But apparently it was! It was killing Louis, how can Harry attempt to kiss him while at the same time he have a fucking boyfriend!

He tried picturing Derek as Harry's boyfriend, but he couldn't even imagine it. May be it was because he was jealous. Yes he was, it should be him and Harry kissing! He was surprised, a couple of weeks ago, Harry was just some weird green eyed boy from school, but now, to Louis he was so much more. Louis didn't realise that he was falling for him everyday, even when he was trying hard for the opposite to happen. He didn't realise it till he saw Derek with Harry, and how all of that seemed so fucking wrong! Like it was not meant to happen, like it should not be happening.

He tried to stop thinking all of this, because it was so hurting! His head was aching like hell, he was feeling like any minute now his brain will blast like a bomb! It was too much for him. He couldn't bear all this pain.

He remembered how He and Harry were sitting by the lake side, and how Harry leaned in to kiss him and how he being the stupidest moved back! He couldn't help but hate himself. May be if he had kissed Harry last night, all of this wouldn't even be happening! He hated himself even more! And there was one thing he used to do, when in this self loathing phase.

He stood up walked over to his desk and smiled a bit seeing the shine of the blade in his hand.

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Niall couldn't believe whatever Louis told him. How come Harry have a fucking boyfriend! He precisely remembered everything when Liam and Zayn talked about Harry being weird around Louis and how all three of them low-key accepted that there was something going on between Louis and Harry. If Harry had a boyfriend they would have told Niall at that time! They were pretty close friends by now, then how come Harry didn't tell anyone about this stupid boyfriend! And that too Derek. As far as he knew Derek had a boyfriend!

Niall groaned while putting his hands on his head, his head was spinning with all the thinking.

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"You sure you are fine?" Niall asked while entering the school.

"I am." Louis said as he pulled down his sleeves down his wrist. He didn't want Niall to know that he was hurting himself again. He knew it hurt Niall. But it was something he couldn't stop. It was like an addiction...it made him feel better. He tried to stop himself but all that was going on was unbearable so he had to do the last thing he wanted to do. To hurt himself.