Not rly talked about relationships in a long time (or in this book at all) This is cuz I ain't been in one for 4 months. 7 months since I kissed a guy. Lol wow.
People who have been in relationships lots usually feel lonely or miss the contact when they are out of a relationship. I feel ok, cuz I'm quite happy
My first proper bf, I went out w him for over a year. About 5 of them months I didn't like him and felt uncomfortable around him. Didn't wanna brake up w him cuz he was so clingy and I guess felt kinda lucky to have me and didn't want me to leave. Eeeew I cringe at it now
I ended up cheating on him in the summer cuz he had no way of texting. My new relationship was an internet one. He was quite nice, but I was his first gf. It was a bit of a beauty and the beast chemistry. He was rly eager, and I'm frickin antisocial but did try to engage.
Got back to school. Broke up w my "eew bf" (Lydia if u r reading this then this is how I felt about him, he doesn't keep in contact w u guys does he? 😂😂)
I stayed w the other guy for a while but then my emotions just stopped. And aaaaaaaaaaaall the while (around 7 months) I've had a crush. But it's cool 😎 I doubt they like me that way but it is OKAY. I love the relationship we have rn. And if I try hard enough I can convert my feelings to just friends
All in all, I'm happy with the way things are. Gems, ma wonderful child The_DCruz_Missile told all his friends and Wattpad that he is happy in himself. I guess that's wut I'm trying to say too. I miss brother Casper a lot, but I'm happy. I've met guys from school who r cool like Callum Scott and Liam. All great friends but i wouldn't date any of em. Even tho Callum and I are being shipped big time. Tomorrow I'll do an update about funny shot from school.
SO THERE Y'ARE. THE FIRST CHAPTER BASED ON ROMANCE IN THIS WHOLE BOOK.
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