Bumili ako ng paborito na Ramen ni Debi at pumunta na sa hospital. At hawak hawak ko ang notebook ko.
The notebook with memories and promises.
Dumiretso ako sa kwarto niya. At nadatnan ko ang kwarto na walang tao.
Biglang nawala ang ngiti sa labi ko.
"Debi?"
"Debi??"
Hinagulgol ko na ang buong kwarto pero wala siya.
Lumabas ako at hinanap hanap siya.
Hanggang sa napadpad ako sa rooftop.
And I was right, she was here.
She is in blue hospital gown. And she was leaning on the terrace.
"DEBI!!" I shouted.
She slowly turned around.
She faced me with her disappointed face,puffy and red eyes.
"Dobi, I can't take it anymore." She cried.
"Gusto ko na mawala dito sa mundo, Dobi." She smiled.
"Debi.."
"Gusto ko na mamatay." Tears rolled down on her cheeks.
"No one loves me..."
Silence.
Kumulo ang dugo ko at nag init ang ulo ko.
"PUTA NAMAN DEBI!"
"PALIBHASA KASI DI MO ALAM NARARAMDAMAN KO SAYO."
"SHIT! ILANG YEARS NA DEBI! ILANG TAON NA, SIMULA BATA PALANG TAYO MAHAL NA KITA!"
"SHIT DEBI NAIINTINDIHAN MO BA YON? MAHAL KITA!"
"WHY CAN'T YOU SEE ME?!" I ran my fingers through my hair. Gusto ko sabunutan sarili ko.
"Why can't you see my love...."
"E-eh bat mo ko sinisigawan?" She stuttered.
"Kasi ang manhid mo.." I lowered my head and looked at the notebook I was holding since earlier.
Binato ko sa harap niya yung notebook.
"Na-alala mo ba yan Debi?"
Silence.
"Nagpromise tayo sa isa't isa na mag-papakasal tayo pag malaki na tayo at magkasama habang buhay." Pagpatuloy ko.
"What happened to that promise?"
She stared at the notebook.
Silence.
She looked at me with her puffy eyes.
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BINABASA MO ANG
Why Can't You See Me? (Chanyeol fanfic) short story
FanficA girl who wanted to die, A boy who wanted to love. This story is inspired by the mv of Deficient Love