💔I lost him💔Corbyn Besson

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by Mady_Avery

by Mady_Avery

I lost him. I just lost my one and only to some bitch Christina.(no hate towards Christina)Apparently I was just a bet. I was a bet too him. And apparently 8 months was nothing to him. It was just trash. I was nothing to him. It hurt even more to know that he's not crying like I am. He's not being sad like I am. He's out having fun with Christina and I'm here crying over some boy that never loved me. The words that came out of his mouth. "Hey Y/N we need to break up because I I never loved you and I love someone else.". Apparently I loved a guy who never loved me but used me for click bait and boys. He had never said I love you so I guess I kinda knew why. But at the same time he's happy and apparently that's all that matters right. To the BOYS that's all that matters as long as their all happy. Whenever I was in that house it didn't matter that I was happy. Even when Corbyn was stressed I cuddled him got him Starbucks technically whatever he wanted. But when I was stressed he never did anything for me. He said oh everything will be ok just stop stressing. Every time I cry that time goes through my mind.
*Throwback*
"Hey babe I think we need to break up. I I never loved you and I love someone else." He said walking in my room. "Ok so apparently 8 months meant nothing to you Corbyn. 8 months just down the drain. You never loved me? Good too know because I've always loved you but you didn't care. You didn't care for me at all. You never even said I love you once ever did you. Wow Corbyn so I'm just supposed to pretend like nothing happened in 8 months of my life. Wow that's so low of you and why don't we just never talk again got?" I told him crying. "Fine then we will never speak again! And guess what it's Christina that I like and you were just so clingy you wouldn't even let me go to the studio alone sometimes!" Corbyn yelled."I'm sorry that I even cared." I mumbled. "What did you say?" He yelled. "I said I'm sorry that I even cared!!" I yelled as I started crying. I started packing up my stuff in my suitcase. I came across one of Corbyn's sweatshirts. "You might want this back too!" I yelled throwing the sweatshirt at him. "You can give it to another hoe." I said. "Ok thanks!" He said. I also came across the shirt he bought me for my 18th birthday. I threw it in the garbage. I finished packing when Jonah came in. "Hey whatcha doing?!" He said looking surprised."Ohhhh nothing Corbyn just dumped and didn't love me for 8 months it feels great Jonah!" I said being sarcastic at the end. "Omg I'm so sorry!" He came hugging me. I just cried into his chest. He grabbed my stuff with me and threw it all into my Jeept me and Corbyn got together. "I guess I also have to get a new car. Great!" I said."Do you want me to come with you?" Jonah asked. "No I'm good. Jonah look, I know we're best friends and all but just forget about me. Just go back to your normal life. Act like I was never even there." I told him."No I refuse to forget you. Your my best friend besides Daniel. I'll always be there if you need me!" Jonah said. "Alrighty if you say so." I told him driving away.
*End Of Throwback*
I decided to text Jonah👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻👇🏻
Me💙-Heyyy
Jonah💕-Hey! It's been awhile! How you holding up?
Me💙-I'm miserable Jonah. I need someone in my life. Without Corbyn I'm nothing any more. I haven't been out of my house since that day. I can't do this anymore.
Jonah💕-Don't kill your self Y/N. I'd be nothing without. Part of me would be missing. You helped me with stress love and like everything.
Me💙-I know but I just can't take it anymore
Jonah💕-I'm on my way right now
Jonah💕-And I'm coming with food😂❤️
Me💙-You know me so well😭💕

A/N so as you can probably tell, I Don't do paragraphs. I just feel like their a waste of space ya know?! I cried writing this😂😭💔😍 it was kinda weird since you know Corbitch's got a girlfriend😂💔 Q: Least Favorite WDW boy? A:Jack😬😬