And she was lost
she didn't know what she felt anymore
she was both happy and sad at the same time
She would never tell
how she felt
she would stay quiet
and keep it to herself
She had lost so much
and gained so little
she would never feel good enough
for anyone
and even for herself
She would laugh
and she would smile
she would act like everything was fine
but she knew
she was a living lie
behind her smile
she held a broken heart
She would forgive over and over again
just because she was afraid to lose
someone who never saw her real worth
she expected too much
and never learned to let go
she got attached too fast
and when time came
a part of her was gone too
and all those promises
in which she believed
flew away just like the wind
She waited
and waited
but he never came
All she ever wants
is to never feel again
because every time she feels
all she feels is pain.
