I can't knock on a door
or ask for extra napkins
I can't call you and ask how you are
I can't raise my hand without fear of being wrong
I can't hangout with new people
I can't live my life
Its like being in a cage thats unlocked
I can get out but i've trapped myself
Its like wanting to have friends but can't hangout
Its like suffocating but you're still breathing
Its not a way to live
Its a way to die