POOR GIRL LOVE

First day or last???

LEEDENA CULLEN'S POV;

The alarm that was set-off yesterday waked me up from my intense sleep. My eyes got alert with the tone ; blinking twice with adjusting the rays of the sun that was penetrating from the thin curtains by the window. The fresh morning air from outside was blowing instantly through my hair giving out the cold chills all over my body .

By removing the blanket and merely opening my eyes I stopped the alarm. Still yawning I squinted towards the watch only to taken aback . What??? It's 7:30 already .

I immediately left my bed and went inside the bathroom. After having shower I came out by wrapping the white towel . The water drops which were  drizzling all over my skin do not help the towel from drenching.

I dried my hair with dryer and changed into my casual dress ; my mom's simple and light gown.

Maintaining the gown which was curling I went inside the kitchen to make some breakfast. Where is jammy?? Why is he sleeping this late today?? . Because he've the good manner of getting up earlier in the morning among our family members. I remembered, when he was small he used to scream turning down the whole house early in the morning.

But what is this opposite behaviour today ??. I made some cheese sandwiches; which was jammy's favourite dish and also apply some tomatoes sauce over it. I also boiled the egg and  made some pomegranate juice by mixing some sugar on the mixture. I left the juice on the cooler and went towards the jammy's bedroom.

I peered through the door only to notice the empty bed . I entered inside and knocked on the washroom. Jammy, are you in there ?? I said knocking lightly without inducing the loud noise.

"Ya, I'm busy Dena try to understand" jammy replied with the lazy voice . Jammy, it's 8:15 already aren't you going school today. I've prepared some breakfast for you . I'm joining the office today so, I'm going to get ready. I said him and came out of the room without listening to him.

Oh god!! I have to attain the company at 9am and here I was still on my old gown.

The clothes I've purchased yesterday was still on the package. I was so exhausted to keep all these on my small closet. I took out the outfits from the pack and wore it immediately.

The outfit was quite convenient than I've thought. It was my first time to wear such dresses which was always unfamiliar for me. After wearing that I went towards the mirror to check my appearance.

I can view the proof of satisfaction on my face . The brown-sweater type blouse that was exactly my choice , that doesn't revealed my body organs. It perfectly matched with the black cotton pencil skirt which was just over my knees. This dress combination exposed my curve with most elegantly. I twirled around fixing it properly by being amused with the outfits that I've chosen yesterday.

I fumbled through my cupboard only to find the matching stiletto that was black with predominate shade of mixed colours. After wearing the heels I felt a little tall and the feeling of confidence emerged all over my body . It's not that I'm going on battle that I need to fight with my enemies. Don't worry Dena everything will be alright.

By keeping my hand over my heart I realised my heart beat which was beating fastly. I closed my eyes to calm my heart imagining my mom dad . The smile automatically spread over my mouth by removing my anxiety from my body .

I opened my eyes and stared on my reflection. I looked quite disparate from my common self. It was the most fabulous feeling ever. This was  just  the beginning of my success and I was nervous as hell. I tied my hair into a messy bun leaving some strands loosely on my face . I wore my bengals that was gifted on my 18th birthday by Elly and sat in front on the make up counter.