This is me, my name is Emily gray I'm 18 years old and currently on a plane to reunite with my childhood best friend and live with him. Well let's take it back, ten years ago I met this amazing guy we talked a lot and soon enough we became best friends we were inseparable. But four years ago we had to separate because we had dreams to full I have been depressed and heart broken. He knew and he flew down here I was so happy but then he left again and I was just as sad as before. I tried to kill myself and I cut about two years ago it was horrible just I was bullied at school then abused at home. Jonah was the only keeping me from dying and when he figured everything out he said it's best I live with him so he can prevent it. I have always been in love with him since the day we met and I don't want to ruin everything because that's what I do. Anyway two years ago I was introduced to why don't we, we hit it off right away and there like family to me but daniel treats me different and I love him. Anyway back to present day on the plane I have pills for my depression as there's about an hour on the flight I start playing music and a whole bunch sad songs start playing and I just lay my head back and cry because I can relate to them so I go on instgram and look at edits my fans make because I'm a instagram singer and model and they make edits of my shows and memories as I come arcoss one of me and the boys and all the memories and start to cry more.
Also I forgot to mention Christina is my best friend since birth we are inseparable and she has never met the boys or talk to them it's just me and her. We talk every night and day but we are complete opposites im so glad I have her in my life but when Jonah and me got separated so did me and Christina so I haven't seen her in a long time. Also there's this girl named Lindsey she was Zach's girlfriend she was a bitch in every way she controls him used him she was just horrible and one day we got into a huge fight and I came home early and zach and her broke up so that's why we aren't the closets and zach hates me. As I get a FaceTime from "watermelon baby😝💞🤤" and I answer it trying to hind my tears "oh hey Daniel" I say as his smile slowly fades "Emily what's wrong I was calling to check on you but what's wrong" Daniel says walking into a different room. "Nothing you seem busy got to go" I say ending the call and slowly falling asleep after. "Hello we are here" I wake up to the flight attendant poking me as a grab my carry ons and get of the plane. I get my luggage and call an Uber to the why don't we house as it quickly gets there and I get in as we quickly arrive to the house and I get my stuff and put it by the door and get ready to knock on the door.
As I ring the door bell, it's was about 8:00 but the boy have been rehearsing all day. "Who is it" Daniel says standing on the other side of the door "it's a surprise" I say as he opens the door revealing my face and he gets a huge smile on he's face which makes me smile as he picks me up and squeeze me so tight "omg I have missed you so much ur so gorgeous and I love you so much" Daniel says tearing up. "Hey I love you so much" I say as we hug for about 5 minutes and he lets me down "come here" Corbyn says with his arms open before I run into his arms I release Jonah wasn't there, I didn't pay much attention at the moment as I run into Corbyns arms. He picks me up and we hug for so long then he puts me down and I do the same thing with jack but hug him tighter as he slaps my butt as I joke and zach yells "you hoe" when I got the hint that he didn't care I was there and he still hates me. "Good to know things are the exact same as before but I love you zach and as much as you hate me I will try to change that" I say as I turn around to see Jonah come down stairs with his hair messed up and his shirts off it was the hottest thing ever.
"Emily what the hell are you doing here" he says running up to me and picking me up. As he squeezed me so tight I blacked out for a minute but his was amazing. "It's great to see you, your so gorgeous and I love you so much and I missed you" he says whispering in my ear and holding me tight as he gave me a few neck kisses which kinda made me wet as I jump down. To turn around seeing all the guys staring at my butt even Zach "oh ok so that's what I have to do" I say mumbling to Zach and kissing his neck as he blushes so hard and I laugh. "Wait can we go live to spread the news" Daniel says really excited "sure just let me change" I say getting my luggage as me and Jonah pull it upstairs but as soon as we get in the room he gently throws me on the bed and gets on top of me. "Jonah what are you doing" I say laughing "what do you mean when my best friend comes up here you don't expect me to spoil her and kiss her to death" he says as I blush but without me even talking he kisses me as I use all my strength to turn us over and I'm on front. As the kiss turns into a make out and I start grinding on him as he try's to take of my shirt as I jump down and say "we can't do this" "why not" he says "because Jonah it's not right" I say "I don't know why I just said that I'm so dumb ugh I ruined the chance I had with him why do I ruin everything"I mumble to myself walking into the bathroom, as I go into the bathroom and take a fast shower and wrap a towel around me. I come out and Jonah's not there but his phone is so I pick he's phone up and look in it.
I wish I wouldn't have because as soon as I open his phone he gets a text from "one and only🤤💞" and I knew right away I wasn't gonna like this. As I do it away and it's a girl and they always flirt over text and I see nudes and see it's Lindsey. As I feel my heart shattering and I start crying my eyes out as I put he's phone done and try to get back to normal. I put on the tight joggers and a sports bra as I can't stop crying and I fix my self up and take my depression pills as I get my phone, keys and wallet and go down stairs I didn't know where I was gonna go but I knew I wasn't gonna stay there. "Wait Emily, jack end the live" Daniel says and jack does so and I pull Daniel, Jack, and Corbyn outside as I pull them into a hug "I can't explain what's happening but I'll be back I promise" I say into between each breath and kiss them all on the cheek and before they can say anything else I get into my car and drive off as they keep blowing up my phone and I just ignore them. As I pull into a park and and walk into the middle of a field and scream as someone yells "Emily"...What did you think? Should I do chapter two? Leave a like and comment please.🤗💞