Life After Death

Chapter II - Life After Death

*Erill's Point-Of-View*

"Tss. I can't figure it out!" I blurt, I'm thinking about my questions

I can't think of the right answers, my own questions are giving me a headache.

I look around, as usual all I can see is an Endless White World. I'm really forever alone (_ _.) poor me OTL. I don't want to think about my questions again. All I'm thinking right now is. . .

How to kill my boredom... -_____-" it's so quiet in here. i'm all alone. No stuff to play with. No technology. No one to talk to.

"Aha!" an idea popped in my mind

"Hey! Umm-- mysterious Man? I'm not angry anymore, so, umm-- ah you can talk to me now."

I waited for His reply.

"Umm, can I ask you a few questions? Cause it's really bothering me."

"Are you Satan? Am I in hell? Are you trying to trick me? Is this all part of your ridiculous games?" I ask without breathing

"Do you think I'm Satan? Do you think you're really in hell?" He ask calmly

Tss. I should be the one asking Him questions, not Him.Then His questions began to sink in my mind. I can't utter a single word, well, I really don't know what to answer or to say. I really don't know His true identity, He never showed up.

At first, I attempt to answer but I chickened out. Don't know the exact words to say to Him. So, I decided not to talk to Him as necessary as I can. This doesn't make any sense, in our situation, I guess, He'll never answer any of my questions. All I could do is to shut my mouth, sit down or lay in the white floor.

I relax my body on the floor, while my two arms rested at the back of my head. I stare at the endless white sky, ceiling or something.

"I wonder what is Andrew doing now?" I feel a sudden pain in my heart

I let out a sigh. "Andrew." I whisper. I can't imagine I left him with that kind of situation. I leave him in the middle of the ocean. Ocean of life that full of struggles, problems and pain. He's always there for me whenever I need him or not. I always put him on troubles. He's the one who's facing the people I bullied or fight with. He's my life saver. He never leaves me even if I'm a troublemaker. No, I'm the trouble seeker.

Then I realize my  eyes are betraying me. My tears flow nonstop. I brushed my cheeks to wipe those tears and rubbed my eyes 'till it turn red.

I hate this feeling! I hate it whenever I cry like a river, I feel so weak. But mostly, I HATE MYSELF, I HATE THE WORLD, I HATE their so-called-God for bringing me in this cruel world!

Then my eyes betray me again. "Sometimes, I despise my eyes, too. Cause it's the only part of me that can't hide my true feelings." I let my tears fall, to ease some of my pain.

* * *

*Third Person's Point-Of-View*

*knock* *knock* *knock*

Paolo knocking Vianca's condominium door almost 2 and a half hours, begging to let him explain to her their misunderstanding.

Vianca is on the other side of her door fighting the urge to face Paolo.

"Hey Vianca! Open this door please." Paolo begged

"No! Will you please leave me alone!" Vianca refuse, pain is obvious in her voice

"Please, Vianca.. Let me explain, please. You know I can't do that to you." Paolo begged, tears streaming down his cheeks

"No, you don't have to. What I saw, it already explain everything. So just leave me alone or I'll call the guards." Vianca said strongly but there's a pain in her voice

Paolo let out a deep sigh, sign of his defeat. But before he leaves, he said his last sentences.

"Believe it or not, Vianca. I swear, I didn't cheat on you, you know I can't do that to you, not to her too and I know Erill is just depressed that time. You know her better than I do, I believe you still remember that and I also hope that you'll visit her. You're still her bestfriend, her sister." then Paolo left with tears flowing on his eyes

Vianca left stunned. With Paolo's last sentence she began to tremble. She can't believe that she despise her own bestfriend while she's suffering. Again, her tears flow like a falls.

But whenever she close her eyes, she always picture that scene that brought her in that kind of situation right now.