Amira
Wow. I was speechless.
The scenery here in Paris was breathtaking. It was like Love swarmed heavily in the air. I never ever stepped foot out of Baltimore so everything to me had me fascinated.
The girl who everyone teased and bullied with the low self esteem and frail body was now flourishing with financial balance, happiness and love. Life was too good for me right now. All I did was pray everyday for my loved ones and even the people I rarely spoke too anymore. I clung on to Ivory like second skin. I was drunk on Love. His love. For the past three days we shopped, visited the Louvre and other beautiful landmarks, ate lavishly at the Seine River on the boat and had amazing sex
"Ayo what the fuck are you looking at?" Ivory never really raised his voice but directed his words to a man. He swallowed putting his camera back down that he looked like he was going take a picture of us with
Ivory jaws flexed and the guy looked like he wanted to jump out his skin. Ivory was holding the paddles for the rowboat wrong and some people low key looked at him like he was slow . Ivory was acting like a fish out of water. He death stared at the man untill the man cowered at his stare
"Ivory calm down" I dug my head into his chest and pulled lightly at one of his dreads. We were about to go visit The Temple of Love which I was so excited to see
My baby looked so handsome . I never knew I could love someone so hard. Every morning I texted him something motivational and a scripture from the Bible. I would randomly send him messages how i loved him or some cute song lyrics. Ivory was my bestfriend. Even though AK was like my only friend it was Ivory I spoke to without judgment and vented on a daily to. I told him about the bullshit at my job the kids or just anything. I would even bitch to him about my shoe not fitting right no more he'll be listening
"You not scared of the boat ride?" I asked him feeling my stomach turn. I was nervous and he squeezed one on my breast. I swatted his hand away as our rowboat moved in a circle unlike everyone else's
"They rigged this fucking lil boat man. This shit ain't right" he pulled at a blunt he had behind his ear and my eyes bulged as he sparked it
"Ivory really? Give me the paddle" we were in the middle of water following the others yet we were the furthest away
"Nah hit the blunt. I got it" Ivory hit the blunt a few times and then passed it to me. I looked at it and mimicked what he did
I stared choking instantly feeling a burning sensation in my chest. I couldn't stop coughing and all he did was smile and chuckle at me
"That's some pineapple Cush" he took the blunt from me and started giving me smoke from his mouth called shotguns. I was relaxed smiling and laughing at everything in minutes
"Don't smoke with nobody else" his cold eyes darkened at me like a father warning his daughter to stay away from the block boys
I had took so many pictures of us once we reached the waterfall. I actually had a few girls on my Instagram post saying mean and ignorant stuff. Ivory wasn't just sexy to me or people in the city anymore but instead thousands of people now. I would see women commenting all type of things and how they wanted to have sex with him. Every Monday he was some woman MCM. It bothered me but just as I was about to turn off the ability for them to comment, his number one groupie commented
Bad&BougieMo commented on a photo of you 32 seconds ago: so my baby Beyoncé is here and I feel so heartbroken. My babyfather new Bitch All in his ear and refuses to give him his phone so I can let him know I had our princess. She so mad cuz her unborn didn't make it but Beyoncé is here and the one and only firstborn!! She knew I was due and convinced Ivory to take her bum ass on a trip. Bitches be so jealous and scared that I'll take my nigga back.😝 #butican #babymomma 🏆 #thatbulletshouldvekilledcuzthispostwill
Mo was the most annoying bitch ever. I could see her picture of her newborn babygirl and then a slide picture of me and Ivory on our trip. My leg started shaking and bouncing hard. I cut my eyes at Ivory like I was cutting steel. Feeling like smacking him with one of the paddles I reported Mo picture.
"Fuck wrong with you Amira?" He looked at my leg then my face as I broke down in tears
"Mo had her baby today and she's a spitting image of you. It's no denying that baby. She's yours. I lost mines and she gave you your firstborn. Congratulations" I spat like I was spitting out bullets. I should've known things were going to good
