Just close your eyes and think, what could of you done differently? would you do it? You wish you could but how could it affect your future. Especially that future after high school? I question everyday how I get through I guess it because I got you.
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Victoria's P.O.V.
"Josh? why'd you do this? you know you didn't ask for a date" I said with a smirk
"This is only a date if you want it to be, I know how things have been hard" Josh said with hope in his eyes and his hands reacting out to mine
"Josh you are amazing so of course but I want to take this slow, It's going to be tough with the hate and jealousy" I said honestly
"good" he paused and grabbed his guitar as he played I slowly recognized the song
"this is my favorite song" I said looking so fascinated
"correction, ours" he said with a smile as he looked up from playing he put the guitar behind him and reached out for my hands again "I know you said slow and I will, I just don't want another day with out you being mine, can that be our song and you be mine I want nothing more than this staying as our spot I choose it for a reason" he said looking me in the eyes hope in them his voice rambling. Yes, this was our spot, a special one they day we meet was at this spot and no I'm sitting next to my dream guy since day one I met him watching the sun set. He knew that was my favorite next to seeing the stars.
"Of course Josh I want to be by your side just remember this wont be easy and I still battle anxiety" I said looking down at our hands
"again correction we are battling anxiety baby girl" He said lifting my head up
"you have it to?" I asked I never saw it in him
"no you do and now what you battle is my battle too and always will be my battle whether it be anxiety, depression, haters, supporters I don't care as long as its together" He said and all I wanted to do was kiss him.
a moment passed which felt like several and he looked at me when the stars came out and said
"out of all the stars my favorite, the most beautiful star of them all is you" He said looking into my eyes my heart melted and I cuddled into his chest as we looked at the stars he turned my head and we kissed.
"took you long enough" I said jokingly
"you said slow" he said with a chuckle that god dang chuckle that gave me chills, made my smile wider, my love stronger, and my heart beat faster.
I didn't want this moment to end. It felt like forever but forever with him is okay for me in my eyes. we rode back home and we kissed good night as he gave me roses with chocolate and a card. I never smiled so much before in my life.
