A couple minutes later I left my mother in her room sleeping.
"where you going faggot?!" My father yelled from the kitchen
"To school I don't want to end up like you" I rolled my eyes and walked out
My school isn't far away is like 10 minutes away walking.I don't have friends so I walk alone drowning myself in music.
['say what you mean aloud drowning in silence when I'm lost in the crowd cause every little thing you never speak it's deafening, never knowing what it could be wish I could show you how but you're just a ghost now']
These lyrics would always make me cry which made me mad when the song came on before or during school cause I would have red puffy eyes the rest of the day. A couple seconds into the song and I started crying I sat down on a bench near my school and sobbed into my hands.
"Why me out of everyone why!?! I didn't ask for this I want to end it all" I kept repeating to myself.
I wiped off the tears and decided to go back home. When I made it back home my father was passed out in the couch which didn't surprise me. I walked to my room and threw my stuff in my bed. I started crying again which made me mad.
"I can't believe I'm crying over an asshole I have to call my father"
I opened closet got my old blades out and headed to the bathroom. I filled the bath with water took all my clothes off leaving myself only in boxers I got in and took the blade I started thinking about what I had or why I should stay. I couldn't think of any so I grabbed my blade and made a cut on both my wrist. I started crying realizing what I did.
"What is wrong with me!?"
I quickly got out of the bathtub and ran to get some clothes to put on I put a wet towel over the cuts and woke my mom up.
"Mom please wake up I've fucked up!"
She woke up and saw my wrist.
"Alex what have you done?!"
She took out some bandages from out first aid kit and rapped them around my wrist.
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I hope you guys like this it is short but it's just one part of an other
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Devil's claw
Teen FictionAlex has been teased for years now , he's now sick of he takes revenge and those who made fun of him
